All I can say is, I tegur u for ur own good.

I have nothing against him.

I'm more concerned of the consequences if his family or his fiance's family were to see you with him.

What might happen?

If I tak syg u, i would just buat bodoh and let u do what u want.

Ive done the best I could to survive my own problems.

I just dont want more to come.

Especially those that involve us.

Because no matter how much shit ppl are giving me, deep down inside i know i still have someone who still trusts and believes in me.

Someone who knows me inside out,someone who knows my flaws.

Someone who never fails to wake me up from my mistakes.

It's now time I help this someone out in return.

In any way or another, kind words or harsh to each other

No matter what we go through all this together.

You and me I nvr stop praying for us to be forever.


Now alone in the car, they cant find me.

Like a penknife, ur post really hurt me.

With the real blade in hand, no mood for fishing,

The 18 mths we had, I got myself thinking.


To slice it or not, the only one who knows is God.

To feel the blood dripping, whether it's painful or not.

We shall make it fair, you and I.

If you were to do it, and so will I..


Goodnight,my love,goodnight.

I love you. and you know it's true.

And hopefully tomorrow's gonna be a better day..

2:08 AM