I have nothing against him.
I'm more concerned of the consequences if his family or his fiance's family were to see you with him.
What might happen?
If I tak syg u, i would just buat bodoh and let u do what u want.
Ive done the best I could to survive my own problems.
I just dont want more to come.
Especially those that involve us.
Because no matter how much shit ppl are giving me, deep down inside i know i still have someone who still trusts and believes in me.
Someone who knows me inside out,someone who knows my flaws.
Someone who never fails to wake me up from my mistakes.
It's now time I help this someone out in return.
In any way or another, kind words or harsh to each other
No matter what we go through all this together.
You and me I nvr stop praying for us to be forever.
Now alone in the car, they cant find me.
Like a penknife, ur post really hurt me.
With the real blade in hand, no mood for fishing,
The 18 mths we had, I got myself thinking.
To slice it or not, the only one who knows is God.
To feel the blood dripping, whether it's painful or not.
We shall make it fair, you and I.
If you were to do it, and so will I..
Goodnight,my love,goodnight.
I love you. and you know it's true.
And hopefully tomorrow's gonna be a better day..
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
I lambat dtg je u tak nak jumpa.
Ive advised u against it.
Ive shown u his true colours.
Told u not to meet him dulu.
Guess i aint important to you anymore.
Yelah im still just a friend. I don't have a say in this.
Do what you want, i wun halang u anymore.
As long as you're happy.
Perhaps u dun understand my feelings..
Oh wells.
when im hurt, no one notices. when i voice myself out,i irritate others. so let me be in solitude like how i deserve to be? idk. screw it.
steven,take back the car keys. so much for planning to bring her out for pastamania today. today's the only day im free. all the way till next week. ive hinted so many times.. thanks bro for taking time off to get me a car for today, but i have to cancel all plans. i need to be alone for now. im tired of everything. my mind needs a break.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
But sometimes in life, you just gotta loosen up.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
Plus, this year's raya is a sad one for me.
I don't think the gang is ever gonna go out together.
Not even with beloved.
I'll take it as that, from today onwards, my raya celebration ends.
Shall put my baju back into the closet.
Bye,people.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
Really known you long enough
I can only take so much
Tell me if I have your heart
Baby you know it isn't fair
You expect me to be there
But we never get nowhere
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
I can't sleep tonight.
Ive been thinking of you all day, hoping to meet you again.
With you arnd, everything just feels so damn right.
i love you.
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"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
29 January 1989.
Muhamad Syafiq Bin Ab Aziz.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Biomedical Engineering.
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