The emails that have been passing around have brought upon something new. I was ready to apologise and forget everything. But when I read the emails closely,it seems as though all blame is on me and the involved parties didnt want to admit to their own mistakes.

Pls stop staying that you don't understand why this happened and that happened. And pls stop twisting the facts and push everything to me when I am ready to submit myself and apologise for my mistakes. Everyone needs to realise that and apologise and forgive one another, that's the way to a healthy apology.

The piece of info is to give everyone a clear view of my opinion of things. No ungkits whatsoever. I just want each and every one of us here realise their own mistakes. Let's not put all the weight on my shoulders aite?

Rule of thumb when apologising:

-Be HONEST
-Be SINCERE
-Do not bring up the past
-Do not push the mistakes to someone else then make a blank apology
-Do not beat about the bush


As you all can see in my latest email, my apology was brief, my points clearly stated, my intention was sincere.

Let's just hope someone comes up with a gang outing.

Take care gang.



Loves,
-Fiq-

12:53 AM

7:40 PM

Come to think of it, life sometimes do suck. We have people in your own group of usual friends making wild assumptions with one another and keep long grudges against them. If you treat them as your best friends,you shouldn't even THINK of doing that. To this particular person, only God knows how disappointed I am to find out what kind of person you are. You asked God to forgive our wrongdoings, what about yours? Look at yourself first and analyse what wrong you've done in life. It was our mistake for not telling you your faults and make you change for the better (that's what friends do). But your current attitude really prevented us from taking action. You thought you were always right,you wanted things to go your way and at your own convenience. You diss people off without realising how hurtful your words are. You comment on other ppl's couple blog about how overrated they are,and yet you turn your boyfriend's personal blog into a couple blog too. Eat back those words till you're full. And thanks a lot for ruining my friendship with him like how you ruined your own with your own best friends. Because you've lost your best friends but I've lost a brother.


All those things I mentioned above,none are false. It's up to you to realise it all and attempt to make a change. For this is the last straw I can offer to you as a normal friend. Things can't be the same again,but I do still treat you as my friend,and your beloved as my bro, but if you are still as hot headed and stubborn as before and just cant let go of your ego and forgive yourself and make a change, that shows what kind of person you are.

And don't make it seem as tho it's all my fault.I've realised my share of mistakes and apologised to you.If the issue lies with me,why is everyone else in the gang behind me instead of you? If I don't care about the two of you,I wouldn't be wasting my time to type this shit out.

Take care, ђçζ∫Ќςђ.



-FiQ-

12:44 PM

The White Rider Force - in the name of safer roads

Singapore roads are haunted by a frightening ghost know as the White Rider. The White Rider is an apparition dressed in white, riding on a steed of white. His reputation is so fearsome drivers get an involuntary shiver down their spines when his name is mentioned.The White Rider can appear anytime and anywhere on the roads, usually when you least expect it. Some have even claimed to have seen him in broad daylight! When you see White Rider materialize behind you, keep calm and drive normally. Otherwise, White Rider may pull you car over with the wave of his hand and proceed to suck your blood.

White Rider has a sister known only as "Fatimah". Fatimah is a female vampire who likes to shelter under a ghostly umbrella and haunts public carparks. If you see a ghostly wisp of hell paper on your windscreen, you know you have been Fatimah'ed.I have already been attacked by Fatimah a few times but have evaded the clutches of White Rider.

But hey,where's the white DRIVER?

11:53 AM

3:54 AM

Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all of your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.
I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.
Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right

Oh yeahSorry!

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby.
Yeah, I'm sorry.



Dear God,

I really wish You could give me a stronger heart right now. I really wish You could guide me into being a good leader in the future. A good head of the family one day. This is all I ask from You...

Good night everyone..

and goodnight to u too...how i wish i could show my love,care and concern towards u once again... im sorry for all the times i scolded you..i meant well..it's for ur own good.. i respect ur decision... im sorry but i can't hold back my tears now...

9:09 PM

http://www.happeepill.com/cartoons/p2p/p2pmat/mat.htm


"GUA CINTA SAMA LU
GUA TAHU LU PUN TAK TAHAN
SATU HARI KITA KAN KAHWIN, JENG JENG JENG JENG!
BUAT ANAK SAMPAI SEMBILAN
KUMPUL DUIT PELAN PELAN
SEMUA ADVICE GUA TAK PEDULI
TAK CUKUP KITER BERHUTANG, JENG JENG JENG JENG,
GUA REPEAT LAGI SEKALI!"

Damn funny la the MAT. HAHAHAHA

2:06 AM

Ok I've read this 23 yr old's blog abt his quarrel with one of his classmates. OMFG.



Let's name him Vegetable June. (If u translate in chinese u all might probably guess who)
Well,the quarrel was purely his fault.From what I know,it was just a casual chat till June began acting irrational and spark off an argument.



Reason? He's jealous that his classmate owns a car. Well June,owning a car is really no big deal. But it doesnt mean the owner cannot feel proud of his own set of wheels. He's spent a lot of time,effort and money to get it. He offers rides to his classmates without being asked,you know. And he doesnt expect anything in return. Yet we have characters like you who let your negative thoughts conquer. You have a weak mind and mindset,you know that?

June even smsed his friend "I would like to say SORRY unconditionally and close that post".

His friend had a heart to forgive him "Alright,I will delete my post after you've deleted yours"

Looks like he realised his mistakes and is able to behave rationally.

Until 4 hours later while his friend was happily sleeping after a busy night of mugging

He smsed again "I've been thinking and let's not be friends anymore. It's been bla bla bla bla and you've bla bla bla bla over the limit and bla bla bla bla me bla bla bla bla"

His friend went LOLOLOLOL.

June can't think for nuts.

And so his friend replied

"Ok lor,so be it. My life is better off without you. Now my life has totally no source of negative stuff liao! Bye!"

Now THAT's positive attitude. His friend made a smart decision to leave him alone. Why bother listening to his sad and sorrow crap? He'd rather use his brain cells on better stuff.

That classmate of June has nothing against his usual group of friends. It's just June who likes to spice things up and make the situation more interesting. People make mistakes, friends talk to them, they change,and then move on with life happily. We don't need people like June who likes to dwell on the past and keep living in that. We also don't need people like June who condemns his own friends after they've made a lot of effort to change. Get a life,ya?

Lose weight for your own benefit in future,give your potential employers a good impression of you,get a good job, earn good money,then u can go fishing even without bait! If u sit around thinking all day long how ur current body size can get you any girlfriend,then you can really forget about it. It's good that you have started repenting now about your physique. And also you heeded my advice to totally eliminate carbohydrates off your diet.

Now,work on your MENTAL problem instead.

My comment on June:

If you think that by blogging those false statements on your blog will win some sympathy and make more people pity you,wait till they read this blog where the other side of the story beholds.




P.S: To HusKhoSyaMiDins, i really look forward to any future outings planned by u guys. I know it's hard for us to meet up this semester due to our different paths. But let's get something going on during our break,aite? I know the reason why i'm not as close to u guys as before,but people change,i tried my best and it's up to u guys to accept.

10:19 AM

12:03 AM

ily.

6:36 PM

NDP 2008 - Let the photos do the talking

11:30 PM

I've been put in situations that are almost impossible to solve. Yet end up being in guilt. I'm sorry if i've ever offended you in any way. I intend to help,but just that i don't know how.

...deep down,i'm disappointed yet again...

...just that when things happen,it cant be helped but have to endure...

...take it as a lesson n make the effort to prevent them in future...

...good night my love...i know it's been hard on you...

11:51 PM

1:22 AM