Things got a little out of hand and I decided to end it off and apologise to her. But she chose to rake up the past and rant about all the bad things that happened to her. I guess she doesnt understand the meaning of an apology. She even accused me of not being sincere in my friendship with Hazwan. Now who's more hurt than who? You see? no one ever dares to apologise to u,it just wont work out. Because you CHOOSE not to accept n keep bringing up the past. You want people to accept your flaws, learn to accept theirs first. And you have to do something about your flaws. I made a change in myself,have u? You chose to stay quiet and didnt even make an effort to make our gang as normal as before. Instead u kept dwelling on the fact that "it will never be the same again". To be honest,it CAN be the same again on our part,it's just YOU that just cant accept that fact and keep living in the past,thus it "will never be the same again".


Wani's not really happy with you now btw. You brought this upon yourself,Atikah. No one ever wanted to bring u down in the first place.Why would we do that? We have better things to do,you know? We made mistakes n we apologise to each other,not hold grudges till the end of time. You were once our good friend,really.


Im sorry for being a bad BFF all along. Even though you dont treat me like one or think that I dont act like one.

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