Class chalet is ON. 3-5th Sept. It's this monday,and we just booked it today.

And oh, i forgot one important thing, TO HELL WITH EXAMS! WOOOOO~!!!

Engineering Design rawked, Biosensor a bit crap, but Maths was a total killer. I hope I pass.Since it's the holidays,I have a list of events to look forward to for the next few months:

Chevrolet Video with Hazwan's car - 1/9/07
Register for Caltex Challenge(Go-Kart)- 2/9/07
Class chalet - 3/9/07 to 5/9/07
Kayaking Expedition - 6/9/07
Dinner with Eileen - Not confirmed
Lepakz with Diana - Not confirmed
Fasting month - Seriously cant wait
Working with uncle at Chinese Garden - 7/9/07 to 24/9/07
HARI RAYA - 14/10/07
Exam results - Don't know don't bother don't care
Start of school term - Not sure
Traffic Police Driving Test - 17/11/07
Hp recontract - 20/11/07 (Sony Ericsson W960i...sexy...)
4E GANG CHALET - End of November

And not to forget:

My usual jogs
My 3-times-per-week gym sessions
My high protein diet

Yup, will be adding more and more activities in between. And to Hafiz, i'm gonna drag u along to my jogging routine,even during puasa. I dun wanna see you getting bigger by the day. And Mubarak, i've lost another kilo. Haha. That'll be the last kilo. Time for me to shape up now. High protein diet is a must, gonna try out Nitrotech as recommended by Babz.

And i'm still considering whether I should go back to school tomorrow. It doesnt seem happening at all. Before I forgot,I've already applied my NeBo membership. NeBo gives me 2 cards, one Zone X MIP NeBo card, the other is the main NeBo card with privilleges too many to mention. For details log on to www.zonex.com.sg

I'm totally hooked to George Michael. Sum1 make me happy and buy me his complete collection of classics can?


Choose: Be bad and be surrounded by good people, or be good and get surrounded by bad people?

Karma struck on the day of maths paper. Someone seemed to have a bad day. Lost his mp4. Kesian =P

12:56 AM

That's my first exhaust video. Tested out revving hard on Hazwan's Aveo with titanium tip (stock exhaust system)...this saturday will be doing a full video on his car and we will be doing some stunts...do keep urself tuned in to my blog for updates aite.

Tomorrow's my last paper. Maths! How should I celebrate my post-exam periods ah?


Hmmmmmmmmmmm..........

10:55 PM

Time check: 2.09 am. Someone said I wasnt updating. So here I am.

Well I did nothing much the past few days. Yesterday, uncle called me down to help him tend to the Rowing Booth. There is a Machine Rowing Championships by the bay at the NDP Platform on 25 and 26 August. Participant turnout was good, was happy to see them have a lot of fun challenging each other. After the event, the officials including me went for a 500m rowing drag race. I started well at 2nd but finished 6th cos I used up too much strength in the beginning...by the last 100m i was struggling, haha...had a good workout anyway. Reached home at 10 plus after uncle blanja-ed dinner at Serangoon. Knocked out after that.

Woke up early morning to hear a nice smell from the kitchen. Mom was cooking otah filling. At noon, helped her to wrap the otah and grille in on the non-stick pan. Made one huge one for myself. Mom was speechless. She knows I love otah a lot. Met Jun Cai at 1.30 at Compass Point burger king for last minute Biosensor&Biosignals revision. At 6pm we gave up and walked home,had a good talk with him along the way.

Niwae to Yana, congrats on getting the Pizza Hut job. Compass Point pun jadi la eh..haha..wah blogger got add video function ah..cool sia..wanna try out soon..

I will be working @ COMEX SINGAPORE 2007 annual IT Show. Will be promoting Sony Vaio laptops. Event will be held at Suntec Convention Centre from 30th Aug to 2nd Sept, 12-9pm. Come and support me yea, if you have any friends or family members who are getting a new notebook. Bruce is selling Sony Handycam, same booth as me. Bernice is selling Nikon cameras this time. I'm not sure if Asri is still selling Epson again.

Think I go back to my revision now.

Till then,
Mr Confidence.

2:07 AM

Something to share with all of you

THE OPTIMISTS' CREED

I Promise Myself
To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything, and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.


Confidence is trust or faith that a person or thing is capable. Self-confidence is having confidence in oneself.

Usually when someone is referred to as 'confident' they are referring to self-confidence. Self-confidence is faith in one's own abilities. People with high self-confidence typically have little fear of the unknown, are able to stand up for what they believe in, and have the courage to risk embarrassment (for instance, by giving a presentation to a large group of people). One who is self-confident is not necessarily loud, brash, or reckless.

Losing confidence is no longer trusting in the ability to perform. It may be reasonable as the result of past failure to perform, or unreasonable, because one "just has a feeling" about something or is having doubt.

Hmm. I do have confidence within myself. Time to pick myself back up and gather all the confidence that I need. So ladies and gentlemen, I'll be back.



Make the right choice,girl.
I know you can do it.

10:31 AM

Alhamdulilah, finally I get to work for Sony. Melvin called me up and told me I will have to work from 30th to 2nd Sept. Meaning, aiya no outings for me unless u peepz change date? If not juz carry on without me yea. Gonna be selling Vaio laptops (I own one and I'm proud of it)

2008 Lancer has hit the singapore roads. It's B-E-A-UUUUUUUUU-TIFUL. Mom has given the green light, shall get my first ride after my license. Have to work part-time though,as I will have to maintain it all by myself. It may or may not be the Lancer. Maybe just get a 2nd hand will do?

My eyes are rolling for:

Lancer 2.0 EX
Impreza WRX
Honda Fit
Satria GTi
Civic EG6 Hatchback


Come on, November 17, please come faster.

Shalihin, congrats for passing your 2B.

On 17th Nov 2007, it shall be my turn to seize the day.

1:24 AM

12:44 AM

Tomorrow is my first paper - Biomedical Engineering Design. Wish me luck!


Next list of movies worth watching:
Dead Silence
John Rambo (Rambo 4)

Yup Rambo 4 is coming out soon. I guess Sylvester Stallone needs more money. HAHAHA





Indian Thriller - freaking funny..



Who put a goat in there?

12:00 AM

Went to school early in the morning to revise my Engineering Design, revised only 2 chapters. I still have 3 more to complete by thursday. Tml I shall stay back in school longer. At 11 plus went to meet Hazwan at Punggol CC for badminton. Played from 12 to 2 and I went home for a short nap. At 5 plus went to geylang with parents for dinner...and here I am crapping with Jon, the gay bastard...hahaha




Ok lah. nth much to say for today. Yana pls stay back tml alright? Haha.

Till then,
Fiq

8:51 PM

Yana Dei, I've updated. Haha.












Lihin giving that spooky smile

6-jahanam at fountain

6-jahanam again

Yana and Maya

Forgot where this place is

Who's the missing person?

An almost perfect emo pic.

In reply to Yana, I wasnt looking at the couple. Neck cramp lah. Hahaha.

Waiting for dinner

Huda and Yana very the vogue, Maya muka maintain


This is how you smile from cheek to cheek



This is gonna be a very short post. Gonna start off with PAddlez @ Marina Bay. Last Friday, went for Friday prayers at Istiq. met up with Hafiz and Wahyudin. Played pool with them at amk funland. Won Wahyudin by 5 balls. Suddenly my pool skills got so good, why do I play better when i'm not in the mood? Haha, shldn't be it the other way round? After that went to school for lunch. Went to watch Bruce Almighty at the library cos we were damn bored there. Hafiz and his friends decided to back out from the event, so I waited for Helmi to come and went with him to join the other kayakers. We got delayed in school because the bus had an accident in NYP carpark. At abt 7pm we set off to PA water venture Pasir Ris for mass briefing with the other kayakers from RJC and Pasir Ris Sec. After the briefing, went back to NYP for supper and lights out. Helmi and I didnt sleep the whole night. We went out of school from 11 plus to 1 plus, came back and slacked with the other kayakers till 3 plus and then listened to songs on my hp till 4 plus and it was time to wash up and get redy. All of us went to The Oasis, reached there at 6.20am. Waited for the sec sch students to arrive and took our gear and set off to Kallang Basin for the final rehearsal. We will have to paddle from The Oasis, make a detour along Kallang Basin (construction works) all the way to Benjamin Sheares' Bridge, into Marina Bay and finally raft up near the floatimng platform to wait for the arrival of the President. The more experienced kayakers (NYP and RJC) will be in the back cockpit while the sec school students will be in front, holding the aft together. The first air-horn: Back paddlers get ready paddles on left side of kayak. 2nd horn: Paddles up, right hand across forehead, bow the paddle with your upper body to the front. 3rd horn: Back up, paddle upright. 4th horn: Right hands beat the sides of the kayak to make noise. Final horn: Everyone shouts "It's all about YOUTHS!". After that, we all kayaked back to the Oasis and returned the kayaks and equipments. It then rained HEAVILY. So heavily that Helmi and I had a miscomunication with one of the buses and we took the wrong bus back to Pasir Ris flat chalets. We then took a cab back to NYP and packed our stuff and went home.

Reached home at 1.45. Tired like hell, but I still have one activity for the day: FIREWORKS!

Quickly charged my phone because it went flat before 6am due to listening songs (Helmi's fault la). Washed up and changed up to my semi-formal attire and went to meet my 5N peeps at Hougang Interchange. Yana cut her hair short. Yup, dah menjadi seh Miss Chatterbox. I buy u the tshirt then u wear with that shot hair. Confirm swee ah! Huda was with Yana while waiting for me and Shalihin. Huda next time I wear body armour sia, fuyo ytd kena punch until no mercy seh. Dah lama tak kenakan orang kan, apa nak buat. When Shalihin arrived, we took 80 to Bugis and walked to Taman Warisan. Went for this comedy, Korporat Ayam, quite boring at first but it got damn funny till the end, then we set off to Marina Square after meeting Hafiz, looking for a good place to eat. Wanted to go Pizza Hut but dunno what happened, we went straight to Esplanade after meeting Maya and took pics there. When it was around 8pm, huge crowds of people began to pour in and the area around Esplanade had to be cordoned off. We got stuck under the bridge but we cldnt get a nice view from there. So we had to squeeze our way through the huge crowd and went back to the big steps area of Marina Square. Reached there exctly at 9pm but the fireworks only start at 9.30pm. Luckily we got to see most of the fireworks as it has a nice view from Marina Square. I perspired like crazy there, it was like a sauna! I dun mind though, can lose weight. Stood on the concrete railing together with Yana and Maya to take video and some pics. After about 15 mins, the fireworks ended and we went into Marina Square to decide on where to have dinner. Ate at this chinese muslim coffeeshop, I admit I was damn hungry, haha, ordered sliced fish soup with rice for myself. Strangely after only a few spoonfuls I was full. Hafiz was even hungrier! He helped me finish up my rice together with all the chilli padi we put into the rice. Haha. After that it was already 11 plus and we had to go home. Took 80 from Bugis. On the way, those 3 girls still got energy to take photos. Wah seh..i was half asleep most of the time in the bus. Hafiz got off first, followed by Huda, then me + Yana + Lihin, lastly Maya. Thanks eh Yana for pressing the bell late, nag summore la then have to walk further..we missed our stop actually..hahaha...Lihin walked with us till the basketball court and turned back home...i then sent yana home. When I reached, thought of just going straight to sleep. I went out for a short jog behind my house then went online for a while..after sending some photos and replying mails...I knocked out..


Short post right?

Heh.


I understand.
You were in a tight situation. You still are right now I know.
I really hope you were confused when you told me those words.
My whole world came crashing down on me upon knowing.
Please give yourself some time and me one last chance to prove it to you.
I don't tell this to all the girls I know.
Only one special one gets to hear it
I love you.
I really really do.

Fiq signing off..

2:59 PM

Yup,my fever has aggravated. It's worse now, coupled with a headache. I've got to say sorry to NYAA or 5N peeps IF i'm unable to make it tml and saturday. Nonetheless, i'll still try my best to make it aite. The plans must go on. It doesnt matter if I'm not around.

My 4E gang, damn I miss you people. When wanna have gathering man? And thanks a lot guys for just now. I guess only you people know what happened:

I almost crashed into the back of a Corolla at about 7.40pm. But driving is in my blood. Went close to 60km/h, didn't know what I was thinking. It's nothing serious actually. Could have gone faster if I wanted to.

Anw this afternoon, went cycling with Bruce. We checked out the Punggol house (again) this time there weren't any dogs so we went closer in. Nothing much to see, took a photo and we set off to Punggol End. His bike damn lousy la, he kept complaining about the tiring journey. I was riding a bike waaaaaaay better than his, I have no regrets at all. After that slacked at Punggol Interchange before going back home.

Anyway to Hafiz, Ah Guan, Alvin and Helmi, I'm still not sure whether I wanna go tml or not. Shall keep you guys notified.


I'm born to make you smile
I'm born to make you laugh
But remember this,
I'm not born with confidence.

12:13 AM

My fears were confirmed.

It's been 4 years, 7 months and 14 days.

Felt this thing once and now i have to go through this all over again.

What do I lack?

No, it's what do I have instead?

I lost it all.

Let me go crazy now. Suddenly feel like driving around.

Haha..k lah that's all..

(Yes there is a meaning attached to the sky that's now darkened =D)

7:17 PM

Just as I am about to start revising for my exams, i'm down with fever.

Not able to jog anymore I guess. Will not be able to engange in any activities for the next few days.


Yesterday was crazy, i know. I can't bring myself to tell you straight, like what I did in sec 4, i'm just afraid of the answer.

K la I shall go and rest.

12:28 PM

My scanner's up and running after 3 years of stoning there on my computer desk. Decided to bring it back to work. Finally a childhood photos post =)

1990 - Confused King


1992 - Setting off to Madrasah


1992 - Spot me


1993 - Cycling with dad at East Coast


1996 - With Mom at new home in hougang


1998 - With best friend Shawn (we still contact now)


1999 - Downtown East Chalet



Nostalgic eh..hahaha

That's all mates..

1:45 AM

My heart palpitates everytime she asked the questions..

I've been trying my best to hold it till this far and it's best that I reveal.

I will give you the answer straightaway now.

It's you...

11:02 PM

To Zuli and Atikah:

I still cant figure out what kinda hairstyle suits me best. I'm not bothered too much by my hair anyway, BUT I do get a few ideas somehow. I'm like so used to my armani hair la.

My current hair. Everyone sees it everyday. Heh!


The Wild-tapi-cannot-make-it hair




The decent look. (I call it my Adidas hair. Look at my 3 short fringes)



I guess this gives u girls a clue. Hopefully I dun look ridiculous with my new look eh. Cant wait after exams. Woo!

8:11 PM

Didicazli - Dambaan Cinta

Ungkapan kata selindung hasrat nan di hati
Andainya ditafsir terserlah makna yang tersembunyi
Renungan mata bukan pandangan biasa

Bertahun andai terjalin hingga waktu ini
Gurauan mesra menghiasi masa kita bersama
Semakin berputik perasaan ini

Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri

Kalimah cinta selongkar renungan dicipta
Mungkinkah dibiar terdampar
Kasih tak kesampaian
Naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta

Kini baru ku sedari
Selama ini kau ku sayangi
Andai bukan itu hakikatnya
Mengapa rindu yang ku rasa

Mungkin tiada ku fahami
Tidak dapat ku nafikan lagi
Beban rahsia kian membakar diri

Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki

Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hari
Kan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya

Ikhlas ku nyatakan
Kau yang ku sayangi
Kau yang ku cintai
Walau tak mampu ku miliki

Ingin ku luahkan
Mungkin satu hariKan terbuka pintu hati
Dapat juga kau terima
Diriku akhirnya



Sorry to the non malays. I like this song. It suits the situation now.

Should I take one step further?

But I lack confidence...

Confidence...oh confidence...

Please come to me...

I dun wanna miss this opportunity

But I dun have the courage to make the first move.

Ahh..tiba2...

7:53 PM

Attempted to refresh my blog. It's been the same for dunno how many months. Haha. How's the idea of emo-ing in the car on a stretch of open road? Credits to Hazwan for being the photogrpher. The pic is taken from my w850i. I din know the quality is that good.

Just came back from driving. Damn I love parking. Give me any car now and I'll do it.

3:41 PM

Yesterday kan cheong case man, thanks liyana for sharing my stress ytd lol. Drove like mad to amk funland to get back my IC. Yes my IC. I forgot to collect it after payment when I played pool with Liyana last wednesday.If I lose it i'll be in deep trouble. So took my IC went back to Hougang and met liyana to help her install the Puzzle Fighter game. Luckily it works on a vista laptop.

Anyway your video "seram giler" seh. Hahaha.

This morning went driving arnd with Hazwan. We checked out the so called "haunted house" at punggol which I think is crap la. It's just a normal house which belongs to an American who can't be contacted so that legitimate permission can be obtained to tear down the house. But what makes me wonder is that, why is it government property now? Its fenced up and there's a sign that states " STATE LAND".

After that, showed Hazwan the route to Punggol End. Nothing much to see though, but it was fun enjoying the wind there. We end off with a couple rounds of pool at amk funland.

Met Mas Ud shortly after to get my new bike. Then cycled to school to meet my classmates for lunch and soccer. Played until about 6 plus and we cycled back home.

Now I am, dirty and tired. Gonna take a shower now. That's it for today.

7:40 PM

My exam timetble. 3 papers. How I wish I could take them earlier and get a longer holiday. But it's good that way, I have more time to revise. Haha.

6:20 PM

Juz came back from jogging with Liyana. Lost my momentum already. Kept stopping every few hundred metres...shall build it up quickly...and I have soccer training later...wonder if I can perform...cos im tired now..haha..

8:15 AM

Soccer training yesterday was exciting. Did the 5 round run with 5 different actions each time. Run sideways in two directions, touch the ground, then end off with heading action. Then did the long pass technique. Manage to do a couple of nice shots until my left foot got injured. Yup left, cos i'm a leftie. I write with my left hand, play pool with my left hand, I only use my right hand to eat, hahaha. The last 30 mins, played a small game 5-a-side. I scored one goal while my team-mate scored another. By then, BOTH my feet got injured. Hahaha.

This morning gymmed with Mubarak. Did strength workout on my arms. I can finally do 2 pull ups! Yup Babz, the first one is always the toughest.

Yana, tml please please please call me at 6.30 am. If not aku merajok tau. Aku pun nak gi jogging la eh..hahaha.

And to my classmates, where has the class spirit gone to? You're one by one busy with your own stuff. Looks like this sem there'll be no chalet unless someone steps out and plans it. But up till now, I receive no response (as usual. sms not replied. bloody hell.)

Planning for my sec school gang chalet is more worth it. (in progress..details coming soon)

Anyway, had a good jiwang time ytd. Lemme share this song with you...




Yes I shall play my part in saving the earth. I shall not sleep in the car anymore.



That's all for today.

9:11 PM

Little Miss Chatterbox + Giggly + Confident + Anything = Guess who?

Anatomy paper today was ok la. Can do. Rushed home and went to sembawang to meet wenjie to get the canards for my car. After that rushed straight to school to meet Liyana. Our initial plan was to watch Rush Hour 3 at grand cathay, but last minute i opted for amk hub instead, since its near to pool. After booking the tix we played arcade ( got this puzzle fighter game i lost to her la she pro la eh...haha) and pool at snookerium. Saw Hazwan and Atikah there. I also saw Rui Sheng and Liang Bin at the table opposite mine. After pool, went for movie.

Rush Hour rawked seh. Jackie and Tucker looked older in this movie but they still rawk! OK la i won't talk much so tt i wun ruin the fun aite. Rating 4.5/5 for it. After movie I saw more sec school friends. Saw Shirley and Sarah. Sarah din recognise me, haha! Because i slimmed down a lot i think. After movie we decided to go to town as im looking for formal attire. At wisma atria, saw a nice long sleeve black shirt with white stripes at Topshop and a nice shoulderpad-less blazer at Espirit..gonna buy it soon...yana was my personal consultant for the day..hmm..CONFIDENT.... ( i dunno whether i wanna buy the black, red or purple shirt)..

After that we walked along orchard...went in to dunno how many shopping centres lah...nice way to destress huh...it was fun la talking to her... actually more like listening cos she talked most of the time...what to do right yana? ure talkative and im shy...hahaha...CONFIDENT!...stopped over at Far East for dinner at Cahaya restaurant...hmm..after that was more "sightseeing"

After we checked out Plaza Singapura, time to go home. I wanted to walk to Esplanade but it was getting quite late, so we took the train home.


Aiya forgot to take pics la. Wasted sehhh. Yana next time remind me bring camera k? And it's ur turn to be planner this time.




Hahaha....CONFIDEEEEEENT~!

9:28 PM

GMP paper was horrendous. Some of the questions cldnt be answered by remembering the notes. Other words: general knowledge. But luckily i pulled through, able to attempt all questions. Well hopefully i get at least a C or low B or something.

I've just completed my series of private practical driving lessons. But i still have 9 weeks to my TP,what's left to do is book revision lessons whenever i want.

Next movie in line is Rush Hour 3. Hell yeah I cant wait to watch it tomorrow! Yup Liyana i have planned out our outing for tml...haha

Ok2...this is only a short entry..i have anatomy paper tomorrow..cya!

11:35 PM

I slept for only one hour last night! Woke up at 7.15 realised that I forgot to wake up early to go jogging. Saw yana's missed calls and i thought, oh shit haha, when i called her she said the rest also hasnt reached, so i quickly changed up and trudged my way to punggol park..saw yana and maya there..shalin gone case haha he was still sleeping..hafiz n huda cldnt come cos they were busy..hmm...in the end maya jogged alone and i crapped with yana...i was too tired to jog...coupled with the fact that i have soccer training at 9.30 with my team...after soccer i slept my day away... met hazwan in the evening to view the new subwoofers he installed in his chevy aveo..cool man..i cant wait to get my own car..after i get my license maybe?

Anw, my class 3 TP is on 17/11/07. Seriously cant wait for it.


And get my own ride after that. Wee~!

11:57 PM

Preview of my big drifting project. Stay tuned!

12:36 AM