People keep asking me whether I still lyk her or not...those ppl hu have been following my blog or my close friends should have known...but I dunno whether to keep going on with the crush on juz give upand move on wif my life...i really dunno...i felt lyk giving up..but when i met her today...my thoughts perish??...3 years....no no....4th year alread now....what am i doing man? izzit a utter waste of time or izzit a worthwhile investment...the thing is...she would never choose me....serious...mebb im juz nt good for her....mebb they're ryte...i wasted 4 yrs of my time waiting for someone who will not accept me...haiz...life has to go on ryte?...hmm......
actually im juz a confused kinda person...actally my love for her has faded....we r nt meant to be together...maybe we should juz be friends? or good frends to make me contented? haiz...this is getting real emotional...or maybe not..i dun feel emotional now...or maybe i've fallen for someone else? or maybe ive fallen for the girl on the 159 bus...0822 am...every friday....lol...i wanna meet you....
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
29 January 1989.
Muhamad Syafiq Bin Ab Aziz.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Biomedical Engineering.
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