simple life.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Well ,Happy Birthday to myself! Haha! Finally 17 years of age man!
I cant believe i'm turning sweet seventeen on 29th january which is in accordance to Chinese New year! Well, my mom surprised me witha 1:18 scale model of a Nissan Skyline GT-R Vspec II on my bed this morning! I have been looking for that particular model all over SG though...

Well...I'm doing up Eileen's new blog btw right now...hope it turns out fine...gtg...cyaz!

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Today did nothing much. Basically slacked the whole day at home, play wif com, PSP, missing my W550i phone...haha...collecting it tomorrow yay! Today went to wash car wif my mom and dad at the multi storey carpark washing bay juz beside my block. Pics r up there. Lol got nothing to do. Yeah I was SIAN. When you are SIAN you do SIAN things den write SIAN stuff on your blog and tell ppl how SIAN u are the whole day doing SIAN things den posting pictures on this SIAN post of mine because I was SIAN...

SIAN.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

This afternoon went to play at Atrium Zone X. The machines were lyk so empty liddat. There were six initial d machines, 4 on one row and 2 on another area perpendicular to the other 4. There was one guy playing S13. His battle mode was on. So I challenged him to Irohazaka Downhill. In the first corner I made a great mistake, I usually shift down from gear 5 to gear 3 when turning on the first corner, but i accidentally shifted to gear 2 and I turned too early and I got stuck. The S 13 was leading. I knew that S13s are horrible on Irohazaka I soon caught up with him and managed to overtake him on a wide curve. At the end of the match, we shook hands and he dashed to the counter to top up his TAPz card. He den inserted his EVO 7 and challenged me on Irohazaka Downhill. I don't want to say anything. I lost. Den on my way home I decided to play again cos I still have lyk $1.80 cents left on my TapZ card. If I top up another $2 it will be $3.80, so I get 4 game credits. One game is actually $1.05 but I'm a VIP member, so I pay only $0.95 per credit. Went to hougang mall. Witnessed a fight between two Initial D players. Player A accused Player B of stealing his level 12 card. But Player B denies it and becomes angry for being accused and both of them hurled vulgarities to each other. It took a third person to ignite the fight. Player A's sister(I think...might be his girlfriend oso...lol) started shouting vulgarities at Player B and Player B got agitated and scolded one particular word to Player A's sister(I think...might be his girlfriend oso...lol) and Player A started to punch player B and both of them ended in a brawl. I quickly left the arcade. When I was at home taking my medication ( last nite had terrible asthma attack so went to see a 24-hour doctor), one of my team mates smsed me that he had lost his full tuned level 6 evo 5 card at Downtown East. He told me that he was not using his main car( the evo 5) but left his plastic card cover wif his evo 5 inside on the dashboard of the machine. After the match he left the machine, and forgot abt the card. When he returned, it was gone. He only had two cars, One was his evo 5 all maps completed and level 6 and full tuned almost 1.2 million points. The other car is with him now, his Level 1 Nissan Skyline 25GT Turbo R34 which barely passed step 4 of his basic tuning process. His nick on the card is "~ALF~".

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

2dae thought of going out wif eileen to esplanade but in the end din cos we both too tired liao...2dae went to OG People's Park to send in my pay form to Mary to fax to Sharon. Then sent my phone to Sony Ericsson service ctre at Wisma Atria. Damn the mega bass broke. And the songs I play sound lyk shit.Took train back to Ang Mo Kio. Den took 74. I feel lyk thrashing the driver up. He drive the bus lyk he wanna go racingl iddat. He turns so sharply, he wanna DRIFT the bus izzit, and double decker summore, lucky I stood at the bottom. When I got off the bus I felt so dizzy until I wanna vomit liddat.

Well, that's for today. Next week gonna watch Memoirs of a Geisha wif Eileen =D

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Tml gonna work at OG People's Park. Hmm yeah get to meet my old colleagues again. Haha, hey, u guys please tag before you leave my blog eh, haha...tag tag tag...go go go...

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Since some ppl are not satisfied with my team's name, we decided to change it. It is now Team Emperor with currently 4 members and we are all malays. I made one of my members switch to an evo so all of us are using evos. We have 2 evo 4s, one dry(full tuned) and one wet tuning(not tuned yet), one evo 7 full tuned dry and one evo 5 half tuned for uphill challenges.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Nanyang Poly was great! Well I guess I have to change my mind about gonig to Singapore Poly. Haha. I had a counselling session wif one of Electronic Communications and Computer Enginerering lecturers and he told me that ECC is good and has great job prospects. Hafiz Ismail and Siswand are gonna take up Molecular Biotechnology at NYP too. After much thought, I decide to take up ECC, and NYP is much much nearer to my house. Even Hafiz 5n is gonna take up the same course as me. Yupz, great, final decision. Chop!

Next, I changed to this new blogskin. Pls comment is it's nice or sucky so that I can make it as best as i can. my video is gonna be put up soon so be patient uh, haha...

Signing out..

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Left side, Syafiq Aziz, Syafiq Suprang. Right side, Hafiz 5n, Hafiz 'Hamtaro' and Siswand 'Bangla'

Made my utmost decision to go to Singapore Polytechnic taking Aeronautical Engineering. 2dae me, Siswand, Hafiz,Hafiz and Syafiq Suprang went to SP for the careers and courses fair. It went well. Even the Perfect 10 Deejays Daniel Ong and Carrie Chong wer right thereat SP hosting a programme live on air. Wasn't that cool? Haha...Den there were two lovely tour guides who guided us the whole campus for us to see the exhibits put up by the students and also their projects. I say they're pretty well done. Especially the hovercraft at the Aeronautics exhibit. Den we went for a talk at the auditorium (IT WAS HUGE!!!) about the course Design and the Environment cos Hafiz 5n is interested in the course. After that we went back to hougang mall for dinner at Magic Wok. Look how Me, Syafiq Suprang and Hafiz 5n posed. The three of us 'sucks' rite? ...hahahahahahaha!

Tml we gonna go Nanyang Polytechnic and saturday Temasek Polytechnic. Hope Sharon doesn't call me for work yet until sunday. I'm so evil. I know. bleah =\

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Pride and Prejudice wasn't what I expected. I thought it was one of those dull and boring movies but hey, Eileen was sure a good movie picker.

Reached Dhoby Ghaut at 6.30. Den she smsed me tt she would be late. So the arcade beside Golden Village was very tempting, I went in and 'bullied' some japanese kids.Lol. All their cars were level ones . no la,i'm not that bad ok, I only turned on battle mode and put in my Evo 3 stock car. I played on Myogi, the first track...haha..den that guy challenged me...I let him win bahz...cos he was so happy playing the game, I let him win...not becos I suck at Myogi ok..please...haha...

Eileen arrived at 7.06. We quickly bought the tickets and went in.The movie had juz begun. Heng ah...phew...i dowan to talk abt what happens in the movie bahz, u guys go watch it urselves. It's really really nice...seriously...the movie endeed at 9. I sent her to the MRT Station and I went to Chinatown to see my dad cos he needs me to buy my long pants at Beach Road.

K lah,that's all...tired now...signing off...

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE, A GIRL ASKS ME OUT FOR A MOVIE!

Yupz, it was Eileen. Gonna watch Pride and Prejudice on Wednesday. Since I'm so free nowadays cos I dun work everyday mebb I wanna go watch Wallace and Gromit. Anyone wanna go wif me?

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Today I had no work. Went to Sim Lim Square to take my final cheque from my boss then went to OG People's Park to pass it to my dad...yup...I'm giving him my pay...in exchange for a Gigapack Playstation Portable on 29 January...hahahahahahaha! I'm such a good son aite?

Rite.....wateva la hor~ =
Then went to play Initial D at Hougang Mall. There was this teenage guy, damn hao lian wan...he owns a Subaru Impreza WRX Sti Version V. Oooo...i'm so scared...(said tt sarcasticly)... I got to play at the machine beside him...his car was level 13...at the rate he was hao lianing to his friends that his car was damn good, someone had to teach him a lesson ryte?...

Ok...so I put in my level 3 Mazda RX8 and turned on my battle mode. I challenged him to Akagi map, RX8 specialty...and I won him, his level dropped to level 12...haha...den he wanted to take revenge on me...he took out his Subaru Impreza card, put in his Mitsubishi Lancer half tuned Evolution 5 card...it was level 8...and won me in Irohazaka uphill...

What's a revenge without ANOTHER revenge? I put in my FULL TUNED level 34 Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution 4 card and challenged him in Irohazaka DOWNHILL. He almost peeed in his pants...he lost to me by almost 900 m...nyahahaha!

Den he quickly took out his card and went off...geez...wad a sore loser...din even want to shake hands with me...which normally we players do after each battle, be it friendly or competitive... well...courtesy paves the way for a humble society rite?... Rite...

K lah...that's all...too tired now...juz nw had been searching around for my beloved cats Kelabu and Tompok but they were nowhere to be found...missed them very much... always remember how I fed them when they were still kittens... AND I THINK THEY'RE BUSY MAKING OTHER KITTENS BY NOW...HAHA...

Hey..tt's all guys...signing off...

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Urban Warehouse was lyk...SLACK?...lol...when I reached there, the cashier din want to give me my punch card cos I brought my bag in...but I HAD to bring it in cos I dun have a punch card to give the security guard...and the security guard told me that I cant put my bag at the rest area cos I dun have a punchcard...AND I ALMOST WENT CRAZY!

I juz walked in the rest area, put my bag on top of the locker (without the guard knowing cos he was distracted) and I went back to the cashier to take my punch card...den I went to the guard area to punch my card...wahaha...i'm so BAAADDD...hehehe...

Den it was the standing part...8 hours straight...haha...no one bought frm my wagons except for this caucasion who bought 2 pairs of long pants frm one of my wagons...yupz...tt's all...

Went for lunch at 5pm...ate the deicious rice wif fried veggies and cockles cooked in curry which my mom packed for me cos she say orchard there the food very de super confirmed + chop expensive...den went off at 8.30pm to Pasir Ris Downtown East for dinner at My Aunt's new food stall...had kerang rebus, beef, mutton,chicken and babat satay...yumm!...haha...den went to watch Mr and Mrs Smith at the carpark of Aranda Country Club cos there's a drive-in movie screening going on...lots of cars parked...the speaker surround system was lyk... FANTASTIC! ... the whole carpark boomed to the gunshots in the movie...how cool can tt be?...

Well,changed my bg song to Forever Young frm Initial D Eurobeat Technos battle songs... and posted pics of Mazda RX-8 up there...oh my god...love tt car!

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Yesterday had a long chat wif Mas...she said that I shld just give up and move on with my life...
"Sometimes being strong does not mean holding on, but it is letting go"...
I still cant decide what to do...purposely changed my bg song to Craig David's latest single... haha...really depressing song..suits my topic eh?

Sharon called me for work. Had to be at Urban Warehouse for 3 days...today until Sunday.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

At Masjid Istiqamah

My Aunt's new stall at Al Fresco Downtown East

At Kampong Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant

2 days ago was hari raya haji. haiz...was so depressed on the night before raya...
to think i could cry for someone...
when she's going on well with her other half...
i should be happy rite?...
i wish i could be happy now...
yea i wish...

2 days ago, woke up at 5 plus...my family went to bedok to my auntie's house...sent my mum to auntie house dne me n my dad proceeded to masjid istiqamah for our hari raya prayers...thank god we reached at 7...it started to rain at 7.40 liddat. went to level 2...din expect that prof madya yacoob ibrahim came to tt mosque as well...after the prayers i took pics of prof madya shaking hands wif the ppl at level 1...den the tv crew started filming him...cool...after that went to my first day at work as a promoter..it was cool manz...i immediately bonded wif my colleagues... i was placed at OG People's Park Arnold Palmer at Basement 1. My colleagues were Aizat, Theresa and Mary, our supervisor. Mary was so cool cos she speaks to me in Malay cos she's Malaysian...haha...i really lyk this new work of mine...had to fold clothes...i'm not new to folding clothes...always helped my mum wif lots of house chores lyk wiping windows, vacuuming, mopping, wiping the cabinets in the kitchen , wiping off dust frm my room, esp my com table, cleaning my fan blades and aircon filters, changing my mattress and pillow casings every week,..wow...tt was a few...haha..and lots more la...and we joked around the whole time...really missed my colleagues altho we met for only a day...looking forward to working there again, since my dad works there too..cool huh?

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE PHYCHO SHARON TO CALL ME BACK FOR WORK!!!! AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nyahahahaha.....

(to think i can still laugh at my current state of anguish...)

And juz nw i came back from my aunt's new food stall at downtown east. Her stall pic is up there. Previously, her stall was near the downtown east covered carpark, but now her stall is at the open space at Aranda Country Club's carpark. Today was her shifting of stall. She has to start selling her food on Friday. So me n my mom went to Downtown east to help her shift her stuff frm the old place to the new place...i carried lots of stuff until my shirt got dirty...haha...

Btw her stall name is Abdul Rauf Muslim Food, Stall 3D , Al-Fresco @ Downtown East

Btw Abdul Rauf is my nephew's name ( my cousin's son)...hmm...

After that all of us went to Kampong Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant for dinner. My aunt treats us this time as a gift for helping her out. Had a fulfilling dinner...ate a lot...mebb i was too stressed out...damn i muz go back on my diet...go go go... Den at 11 plus liddat my dad came n fetched us home...

Well,tt's all for today...adios...

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Finally made the decision...to blow off the flame I had for her...
Only she can rekindle it back to its strong burst of fire...
I can juz do nothing...

Well, I'm gonna begin a new chapter in my life now, after much thought...
I guess it's impossible to be with her...
I sound lyk a small kid...but I cried the whole night yesterday...
Love really is murdurous...
Im bleeding frm the inside...
R.I.P me.

lyn. Only you can put urself back in the corner of my heart.
I can do no more.
Time will tell...

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

I once said in my blog before...

"I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!"

But now, I guess I'll juz have to...

I've waited long enough...

I begin to realize that one-sided love does not work out, it does not even exist...

Should I begin a new chapter to my life?

Should I juz move on and keep on waiting?

I juz cant help it...

Should I give up?...

Someone pls tell me...

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

Finally Sharon called...i'm gonna work at Robinsons Centrepoint Level 3 next Tuesday. Had a tough time working at Sim Lim and damn I hate my boss. Blardy cocky guy who thinks he's always right...well...my car's gone...burst into flames at the multi-story carpark last few days... it was the water...it was the water...i'm gonna buy another one,no problem, after I get my last pay from my Sim Lim job tml...last day of work at Sim Lim...finally....juz posted some pics of my fav car up there, of course, Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution 5.

Signing off..

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

I'm turning 17 in 24 more days! Haha...specially posted my wishlist somewhere up there...does that ring some bells? lols! Well...i dun expect anything for my birthday...dun mind receiving anything though...haha...me no shame sia...gonna change my hp plan soon...still choosing between M1 and Singtel. Currently i'm using Starhub prepaid but I use lyk 2 cards per month which is $36..and a line plan for students is only around $20 plus...mebb tml gonna apply bahz...oh yar...tml my boss nt present again...so gonna slack...haha...and watch tv the whole day! At my workplace, Windows TV has been installed on the computer, so I get to watch TV the whole time I'm at work...cool huh? My colleague even bought Need For Speed Most Wanted...whoa...tml gonna try it out! Naughty me...as usual...

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

It's 10 am now and i'm still sleepy manz...yesterday went to send my uncle for his pilgrimage to Mecca at Saudi Arabia. But before that I went home from work first cos i needed to rest for a while. At home, watched Gotcha den the news,den went online for a while...den my other uncle came and we went to Simpang Bedok for our supper. I had chicken porridge and iced milo. My mom ordered popiah basah and it was so tantalising man. But i told myself no,porridge is the best for me,haha...den at 12 am liddat,we set off to Changi Airport and boy,it was so hard to find a arking space,the terminal 1 building was full of ppl man...there was this group of army recruits getting ready to go to Thailand for their overseas experience...there were around 3 groups of the Muslim Pilgrimage tours and my uncle was under the Noor Muhammad Travel and Tours agency. The whole building was packed with malay people...haha...den my uncle arrived with my auntie,and i saw him,i giggled a while cos he had shaved his hair off ,den we all hugged each other and waved them goodbye for their 5am flight...

To my uncle Shahrom,
And Cik Mai,
I'll pray for your safe journey to the holy land and i'll also pray for your well being there...

On our way home,in the car,i asked my dad when would be our turn to go for our pilgrimage, he told me that i had to finish my poly first den we'll go as a family...hmm....guess it'll be 3 yrs from now den i'll go...yea...

Should i sleep again now?

Lols!

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

S	Special
Y	Yum
A	Amorous
F	Fuzzy
I	Intelligent
Q	Quaint