Is the world gonna end or what?!?! Ppl fighting at the arcades, boys and boys walking together holding hands at the mrt stations(what the heck!), ppl flooding each other's tagboards for fun, ppl sending each other viruses via Bluetooth in the trains,sometimes in buses, ppl stealing underwear at the corridors, ppl walking across the road with their mp3 players in full blast when the traffic light is still red, ppl going into computer shops asking for lots of real high end expensive stuff and forgot to bring their wallets, and last but not least ppl writing in their blogs about why the world is gonna end...haha

So my New year resolution? Is to HAVE e new year resolution. Haha! Lemme try it out for 2006. I'll try to change myself to be a more useful citizen, more religious (lyk siswand...haha..insyallah)...more responsible, more trustworthy and last but not least, LOSE MY WEIGHT!!!!...that one definitely must do it!!!!

Yesterday went RC racing wif Nasri. He din bring his car along.I brought my Subaru Impreza WRX STi along. Changed to new drift tyres. Shuang man. Nasri brought his brother's BMW which was much slower than mine...haha...nevertheless we played quite long...haha...will have a real race wif him soon...


Oh ya,btw i'm in the current process of making my own music video for my blog,so watch out ofr it yea! I am also making an Initial D style video featuring my Subaru and Nasri's Mercedes.

Lastly, wishing all my dear frens out there a superb year ahead!

Signing off...

9:43 PM

HP Printers anyone?
Welcome to Dignity Technologies @ #04-68. How may I help you sir/ma'am?
This is the P4 system tt I have to assemble from scatch all by myself

Decided to blog again...so sian...btw I promised to give Eileen her b'dae treat soon cos I forgot abt it man..so bad of me rite...haha..neway I apologized to her and promised her I'll treat her soon...haha...well...it's been 13 mths since I've known her...wow...yar...since last yr ATC mahz...

Well...today went bloghopping...read other ppl's blogs....problems all over...all sorts of problems...I read my own blog,I also get headache sia...

Lyn...

Doesn't she know how much I care about her?
Doesn't she know how much I feel for her?
Guess I ain't the type she wants...

Or izzit I'm too immature to start a relationship?
Or am I not ready to even be in one?
I seriously need to lose weight...
Kudos to myself,I lost quite a bit of weight since I'm nw working 9 hrs at Sim Lim...
But is tt enough?...
I ask myself...what do I seriously lack of?
What do girls lyk her expect from a guy lyk me?
I dunno...seriously dunno...
Mubarak said I'll look better with my face thinner and my tummy smaller...
Guezz I'll have to stick strictly to my current diet bahz,veggies all day,I dun mind tho...

Sometimes I guess,looks doesn't matter...size to be exact...haha...its what inside that counts...
Sometimes I think,if looks do matter to win someone's heart,guess I have to compromise tt point of view...
Lose weight bahz syafiq..its for your own good...
Well...
So...


I really love her...
I really really love her...


I AM GONNA LOSE WEIGHT!!!! JUZ GIVE ME A FEW MONTHS!!!!!!


Hahaz. WIsh me good luck aite! =D

1:38 AM

Why do things have to turn up this way?...

Why do most of the stuff I plan do not work out?...

Why does everyone say they're busy,then end up doing all kinds of unusual stuff?

Why is everyone lying?...

Why...

I've been pondering over this during work...

Sometimes I reflect on myself...wad wrong did I do? To receive this kind of treatment?...

Where all want to be respected but do not give respect...

Where all appear to be very friendly when they're in need of your help...

and when I need any help, they're nowhere to be seen...

Sometimes I ponder over myself...

What wrong did I do?...

Can someone tell me why...

Tell me what I've done wrong...

Why is there a deep sense of loneliness in me...

Yesterday I even dreamt of having one last gathering wif frens frm my batch...

Guess it'll only be in my dreams...

All my plans juz don't work out...

Depressed lyk shit...

What's wrong wif me?...

Someone...

Someone tell me why...

10:42 PM

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