Mom made the WORST decision a mom has ever made. If it's MY life, freaking LET ME set my own path in life and do whatever I want. All my hopes and dreams are gone.

GONE,gettit?!?!

Why do I need to study?


Why do I need to care about my future if she's the one setting it?


Why do I need to bother wasting my time trying to impress her with every single thing I do so that I can have the freedom to set something for my future?

I cant help but breakdown at the very moment those words came out.


I just had this undescribable bad feeling.


I'm running out of patience. I dont want my old self to come back. I hate the old me.




I can't go with a peace of mind. GF's stressed out at the other side of the island. How i wish i could help her out. I hope that she'll be able to pull through and have enough strength and patience ot overcome these obstacles.


No one cares now. Even dad's turning a deaf ear. Im sorry to all that i've hurt. Let me suffer alone.


The other end of the rainbow is drawing near,my dear. Trust me. The treasure's just for you.

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