
Army food's not bad,to my surprise

The people who kept me going
Well there's an issue I would like to address. I have willingly volunteered to become a mediator to two of my BFF's bickering. Sad to say it only solved for a while. Or rather didnt solve at all. It's time to let it all out. You chose to quit urself from the whole lot of us,and i didnt want you to leave,in the first place. At that point of time i knew you did it on impulse and i hope you would change your mind eventually. But the recent event that happened really hurt me big time and it's beyong reconciliaiton between us.
Noraini made a little mistake by including that word in her blog out of anger. Anger caused by your big mistakes throughout the years. But she realised it soon after and is ready to apologise. Instead you made your problems bigger and made a huge fuss over the whole thing. You made it even bigger big time when you accused me of siding with her. You messed with her and you messed with me. I didnt get back at you or attack you verbally in return. I wanted to end it all and settle things peacefully. Instead you got all emotional and shit and decided to leave.
And today's incident. I'm sure you couldnt be bothered to reply my message regarding getting the presents. You had to wait till I make the decision then you wanted to back out. If you are in the right of mind to THINK,i wanted to use this chance for you to reconcile with Wani and make things normal again. You chose the hard way out,and it's YOUR choice. You didnt bother to message me yourself that you're not interested in the outing. So why are you whining that I'm not telling you straight if i have a problem with you? It's a fair world after all. You got him to message me bluntly that you're not contributing and not going to our future outing. You didnt even wanna tell me the reason why.
You cried wolf when we were not there for you in times of your hardship. But where were YOU when I was desperately tackling all my troubles? THINK.
Right now I shall say, by all means Atikah,by all means. Enjoy yourself in your new little world. You even mentioned you're better off there,right? Btw,bring your boyfriend along too. Let's end it all here. It's been nice knowing the two of you. Take care and all the best in life.