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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

SAFER ROADS

The letter that will change the next 5 years of my life.

Thank you God for the blessed surprise right after the crucial fall of one of my favourite belongings. There is a silver lining behind every grey cloud.I vow never to commit the same mistake again. I shall choose my friends wisely in future. Thanks to those who congratulated me today. I totally didnt regret sending the resume on 2nd Dec,2 weeks after I got my Class 3. Please pray for my success,for I will do my best. Altho it doesnt sound so cool when you realise you'll be earning a living on the streets! Hehehe.

"I used to be afraid of the men in white, but next year, I will be part of them" - Fiq

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:29 PM

VICTORY

To MAS UD BIN MOREE, happy waiting for 18 June 2009. May I pray you enjoy your 12 month BAN from DRIVING and eat your $1000 FINE. Next time,learn to be responsible and don't take your friend's precious belongings for granted. True friends don't destroy other people's things. I bet no one knew that you stole that white W850i phone at timezone causeway point? And you told me you found it in the toilet? NICE. Good job. Now you're gonna land into BIGGER trouble. You may be so short in height but I salute you in achieving high criminal records in future.

May God forgive this asshole.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

1:22 AM

Happy 19th Zuli!

(Tapi kan,aku rasa kau 19 tahun physically jer! HAHAHAHAHA)

Met up with the rest of the Stop-It Gang at Hougang MRT and we took the train down to Dhoby Ghaut. Wanted to book movie tickets but we gave up upon seeing the long queues and stupid timings. We walked down to Taka and had dinner at Breeks. I made a super excellent smart choice by ordering Hot and Spicy Kimchi Chicken Noodle while knowing I have 2 life-threatening ulcers in my mouth. But it rocked big time nonetheless. My hot hazlenut chocolate's a taste from Heaven. Like what Siswand said " Yah. So sweet and creamy. Drink today tomorrow cut leg ah!"

We then walked down to Far East Plaza to shop for clothes. The girls bought the same dress but different colour. Cute kan drg? Haha. We then separated and I took the train home with Wani.

Btw,we bought Miss American a diamond pendant and my mom gave her a Swarovski crystals bracelet. You lucky ass. Hahaha.

Stop-It eh.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:51 AM

We're finally 5 months (:

18/7/08 - Causeway Banquet

Dear,I hope you love the surprise,and the cake I baked specially for you. Thank you DIAZ for being the mastermind and the movie treats.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:46 AM

NYP BME Paintball Outing

The 3 rides from BME

Abo's Vios hit by paintball - Guess the culprit?

Team A - Runner Up

Team B - Undisputed Champions

Team C - Legendary

The whole gang

Nothing much to say about the outing. The 3 drivers met up with the rest at Koufu and we went to the cars as assigned. Abo went straight to the paintball arena while Shawn and I went to refuel our Hondas at SPC. On the way, an STi chased after me,sadly unfortunately eventually didnt manage to overtake. Poor Subaru. Hehehe.

(Oh ya jealous tagger 'J' 's fingers must be damn itchy to tag my blog at this moment. HAH!)

Basically all 15 of us had fun shooting (each other) at targets to achieve our objectives. However the cost is a bit too expensive ($50) for 4 games of 80 paintballs each. I made a mistake by limiting my shots in my first game but cleared my rounds and went rambo on the other games. Games ended,had dinner at Burger King (no choice had to overload my car AGAIN cos some ppl dunno how to count). Next time we'll just take public.

Went to RP to fetch dear home after that.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:17 AM

Things got a little out of hand and I decided to end it off and apologise to her. But she chose to rake up the past and rant about all the bad things that happened to her. I guess she doesnt understand the meaning of an apology. She even accused me of not being sincere in my friendship with Hazwan. Now who's more hurt than who? You see? no one ever dares to apologise to u,it just wont work out. Because you CHOOSE not to accept n keep bringing up the past. You want people to accept your flaws, learn to accept theirs first. And you have to do something about your flaws. I made a change in myself,have u? You chose to stay quiet and didnt even make an effort to make our gang as normal as before. Instead u kept dwelling on the fact that "it will never be the same again". To be honest,it CAN be the same again on our part,it's just YOU that just cant accept that fact and keep living in the past,thus it "will never be the same again".

Wani's not really happy with you now btw. You brought this upon yourself,Atikah. No one ever wanted to bring u down in the first place.Why would we do that? We have better things to do,you know? We made mistakes n we apologise to each other,not hold grudges till the end of time. You were once our good friend,really.

Im sorry for being a bad BFF all along. Even though you dont treat me like one or think that I dont act like one.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:52 AM

I've finally found 2 more childhood friends : Siti Anisah(left) and Siti Aminah(right). Yep both of them are twins. As some of you have known,i grew up in Bedok and i freaking miss that place hell much. The 3 of us shall meet up again and take a picture with the same pose.

Btw,let's come back to my hair. I mean,the one on my head. Those who saw the picture below wants me to continue sporting that hairstyle. But it only happened by chance. I ran out of hair gel and decided to use my dad's hair cream. So i messed it up a little and stroked it upwards towards the centre in a rush and ran out of the house. As I reached the mrt station, it ended up nice,thus i snapped that photo. I'm not sure if it can ever happen again,lol. Unless my girlfriend learns to be a good hairstylist. You know,i can sometimes be very lazy.

NDP N.E. SHOW 3

Protect the goodie bags, heck the spectators

It was hot.Very hot. I forced myself to smile.

Part of R1 deployed to VIP sector

LOL Jessica's face buang-ed

Watched the show segment with Seow Jin after dinner

Army food's not bad,to my surprise

The people who kept me going

Well there's an issue I would like to address. I have willingly volunteered to become a mediator to two of my BFF's bickering. Sad to say it only solved for a while. Or rather didnt solve at all. It's time to let it all out. You chose to quit urself from the whole lot of us,and i didnt want you to leave,in the first place. At that point of time i knew you did it on impulse and i hope you would change your mind eventually. But the recent event that happened really hurt me big time and it's beyong reconciliaiton between us.

Noraini made a little mistake by including that word in her blog out of anger. Anger caused by your big mistakes throughout the years. But she realised it soon after and is ready to apologise. Instead you made your problems bigger and made a huge fuss over the whole thing. You made it even bigger big time when you accused me of siding with her. You messed with her and you messed with me. I didnt get back at you or attack you verbally in return. I wanted to end it all and settle things peacefully. Instead you got all emotional and shit and decided to leave.

And today's incident. I'm sure you couldnt be bothered to reply my message regarding getting the presents. You had to wait till I make the decision then you wanted to back out. If you are in the right of mind to THINK,i wanted to use this chance for you to reconcile with Wani and make things normal again. You chose the hard way out,and it's YOUR choice. You didnt bother to message me yourself that you're not interested in the outing. So why are you whining that I'm not telling you straight if i have a problem with you? It's a fair world after all. You got him to message me bluntly that you're not contributing and not going to our future outing. You didnt even wanna tell me the reason why.

You cried wolf when we were not there for you in times of your hardship. But where were YOU when I was desperately tackling all my troubles? THINK.

Right now I shall say, by all means Atikah,by all means. Enjoy yourself in your new little world. You even mentioned you're better off there,right? Btw,bring your boyfriend along too. Let's end it all here. It's been nice knowing the two of you. Take care and all the best in life.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

9:32 PM

*CLAPS HANDS*

To the tagger named 'J'. Too bad,i won your stupid little game. You bet you can't post any more tags now huh? Your itching fingers disappointed? Oh my. Well all my fellow readers shall salute you for being my biggest fan ever. I know i rock your life big time. So does my humble little honda. You have my number,don't you? Spam me with smses then. HAH! Like as if you dare.

Go away,find another blog to spam.

So long,bitch.

IP traced: 59.189.99.64 (cm64.delta99.maxonline.com.sg)

Case closed: Fantastic Fiq 1 - 'J'ealous tagger 0

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:03 AM

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

3:40 AM

I really hate it when people leave conversations hanging. Go offline as and when they like. At least have the basic courtesy to say 'bye' or 'gtg' or 'cya'. If the schools are focusing on a courteous and harmonious society,i'm pretty sure we were nowhere near there,yet.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

11:27 PM

Deep down,i am disappointed. As you're sleeping through the night,i'll sit around and think of how i could help you.

I really love you and i hope you can make an effort to improve. And PLEASE,i want you to tell me every single one of ur problems, be in necessary or unnecessary.

"If you don't even bother to stand up for yourself then who else you think could help you?"

...I will always be here right by your side...

Goodnight,my love,goodnight. I'll always pray that every tomorrow will be a better day for you.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:00 AM

All I can say for tonight is.

If you love me,tell me what's in your mind.

Goodnight.

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"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:16 PM

NDP 08 - First Rehearsal & N.E Show

The difference btw hp camera and D-SLR. OMG i wanna get one of those.

Well . Ytd was great. VIP sector did a very good job. Show wasnt that fantastic though, but I salute the parade segment. Had sponsored KFC for lunch and dinner. Inside the box there was an O.R Fillet, a crispy fried chicken and whipped potato. I ate TWO boxes. I didn't have proper breakfast okay. Hehe. Went back just in time for fireworks. It was so great, u shld see the look on Seow Jin's face when she saw the fireworks. Hahaha. Nudge me for the videos aite.

Show ended,had a debrief and we ate chicken crackers. I got high after that. Only R1 knew how crazy I went. Sent Ivan,Alan and Jessica home after that.We aborted the supper plan as we were full from the chicken crackers.

Quiz time.

If you have been tagged,you are to come up with 8 qualities of your ideal perfect lover.Do specify the gender.Then, list down and TAG another 8 people to do this.Have fun!

okay. here goes..

GENDER:FEMALE.

obviously i am NOT GAY too (ya irfan hi-5).

1. Sweet face (i'm blessed)

2. Acceptable weight. Not too skinny but i dun mind having a cute gf =D

3. Obviously must be shorter than me (hahahahahaha XD)

4. Around the same age as me ( +/- 2 years)

5. Adorable!

6. A person who is willing to share her life with me and not regretting it ( like i mentioned before, i'm not into short term flings)

7. Someone who is more slenger than me can? ( she'll KILL me if she reads this)

8. A person who truly loves me in return

Those who need to do this quiz as well:

Bruce
Wani
Wanehh
Shang Feng
Steven C

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

6:44 PM

A song especially for my good friend - By me and my partner in crime

That guy is ugly he really looks like toad
He drives like shit, he drives like father's road
All he talks is crap, he sounds like a goat
Dont let me see him i'll chase him off the road!

My car is a Civic, but it cant take full load
When i see TP, i drive slowly on the road
I never will ever want to be in his boat
Kena ban 1yr and fined like that Mas Ud!

Always in the morning i eat quacker oat
That guy's an idiot, his dick's just a maggot
Dont ever try to drive a car on road
Later kena caught by police like that faggot

So all u ppl out there, listen to me singing,
Don't do stupid things like that human being,
Drives without license as tho it's nothing,
Now kena BAN from one year of driving.

He's so ugly,he'll never have a lover,
When he leaves the house all the dogs went for cover,
He has dirty smelly mouth that decays like the road,
You guess it right his name is _ _ _ _ _ [fill in the blanks]

He says his father's car has big turbo
His mouth stinks and he has B.O.
He always told me i'll get revoked also,
But NOT! Kepala hotak kau, BODOH!

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:36 PM