Sorry for the long lack up updates.Been busy with life actually. I just love my NDP bay ambassador team. Cute bunch of people to start with. We had our first training at ngee ann poly,broke the ice as usual and played some games. But the real team bonding session was the charity car wash at woodlands ring sec last sunday. Drove uncle johan's car there. He was generous enough to donate 10 bucks to get his car washed clean. We washed a total of 61 cars for that day. Even dear came with her family to support the event.
So,during the packup,i decided to carry the bench to the canteen.But the soapy surface of the benchtop made me lose my grip n it dropped,landed on my feet. I thought it was nothing,but blood started oozing out of my big toe a few secs later. Medics came and helped me clean n dress the wound. It's been one week btw,and my toe is showing signs of improvement.
That's all I shall update for now. Tired,sleepy and missing you...
I'm not the only one who likes to keep things to myself. Sometimes I wonder if my efforts in encouraging you in life are being fully utilised. I don't want to be angry.Neither do I want to be disappointed. I promised myself,you and God that I'll stand by you through thick and thin. Be it on cloud nine or in a pile of shit,i'll still be with you. I feel so useless now. When you don't intend to share your problems with me.Please,share them with me.I'll not be able to understand why I'm here for.
Where art thou,my love? I'm longing for you in this cold windy night. Sleepy as it gets,i'm still waiting,for your reply, Only it will bring a smile on my face.
2. Who is more important to you? Friends or girlfriend? Both.
3. Who is/are the person/people you trust most? My parents and her.
4. Do you think you have enough confidence? Depends on situation.
5. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal? I'll abuse that person the same way he did to it.
6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain? Yes.
What is your goal for this year? Build my body.
8. Do you believe in eternity love? Definitely.
9. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide? No.But it happened to me instead. Too bad I wasn't suicidal.I'm close to God.
10. What feeling do you love most? Loved, Noticed & Satisfaction.
11. If one day your best friend and girlfriend quarrel, who will you side with? I'll be the mediator.
12. List out 7 of your best friends. Manjen,Sis,Babz,Zuli,Tik,Wani,Wawan.
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours? Yes.
14. Do you like to hang out with friends? YES.
15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life? God,Family,my Gang,Her. and cars too (:
16.If you were on a ship, your mother and your girlfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship, you only have one life float, who would you throw it to? My Mom. I'll be my girlfriend's float.
17.If your girlfriend were to two-time you, what would you do? I'd break down big time and let her go.
18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be? No.I don't want to be fat again. I don't want to go through PSLE,O lvls and boring tuition classes all over again.
19.Have you ever thought that you've made the wrong decision & you're in a dilemma after that? No.In fact,I'm living a miracle now.
20. Would you die for the one you love? Depends. If its for a silly reason(I love you so much i'd jump down this building for you. HAH STUPID!) to just prove that you love her,it's dumb.
I'll be a safe driver from now onwards. I'll never drive faster than my 'father in law'.These days,I keep thinking a bit too much.A bit lah,i think? I've seen so many traffic accidents just a few days ago.Too many but just enough to make me realise that one should really treasure his own life,and spare others' too. Don't let a moment of folly turn into a lifetime of regret.
You can be Michael Schumacher or Valentino Rossi. But why race on the streets? It just proves you're faster,that's all. But to the expense of gambling it all with your life,endangering others?
So people,please...drive/ride safely.
This post is written by an aspiring Traffic Police officer.
Slap yourself in the face if you think it's a joke.
i feel that a part of me is changing.
maybe it's the transition from a young innocent boy to an adult?
yah,innocent.like wth.i do have an innocent past.
i begin to tone down with life's little desires,
and all i've been thinking right now is my studies and my future.
"Tuhanku, aku tidak layak untuk syurgamu. Tetapi aku juga tidak sanggup menanggung siksa nerakamu. Dari itu, kurniakanlah, ampunan kepadaku, ampunkanlah dosaku. Sesungguhnya, Engkaulah pengampun, dosa-dosa besar."
(Oh Allah, I don't deserve to be in Paradise. But I can't bear the fires of Hell. So please grant me forgiveness, forgive my sins. For You are the forgiver or all sins.)
The first time i heard these lines on air in the month of Ramadhan,i cried tears of regret for all the little sins that i've committed,neglecting the fact that punishment awaits at the end of it all.
Time to start afresh.Begin a new chapter.Forget the past.But remember the lessons learnt.
Last of all,treasure your loved ones too.Don't be shy to say "I love you" to those who deserve it. Never underestimate the power of these three words. From four days to almost four months and still counting,it really does mean a lot to me.
I do feel lonely at times when i'm missing you. But I have faith in myself,and in you.A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in the heart.
- Our first official date with parents knowing.HAHAHAHA. Macam faham.
Went to meet dear's family at Tanjong Katong shopping centre carpark. Gosh! The whole family there waiting for me to drive in and park the car.Thanks to Iqah's dad who spotted an empty lot for me. Parked the car and the whole lot of us headed down to Kampong Melayu to have dinner at Sri Bistari. NASI AYAM PENYET dok!!! Thanks to Iqah's mom who bought the chicken rice for me.The sugar cane was damn refreshing. Had a fun time with the brothers Irfan and Irwan both pakat-ing with me to sakat their dear KAKAK. HAHAHAHAHA~! Hi-5 to the BRUDDERS yaw. Irman is super manja,like his brother in law too. Ahems.
After which,dear followed me to my car while the rest of her family continued their shopping spree. Started the car and when I went forward,heard a loud "krraacck" from the back of the car. Oh shit! My bumper! The look from dear's dad was priceless when he saw that my bumper dropped. But he helped me push it up and snap it back into place.Found a small crack but it looks okay now I guess. Touched it up with marker pen.
My 2 wives. Heh.
Drove down to Tampines to fetch her belated bdae present from afi. Then headed to Sengkang for our much awaited TAKOYAKI. Someone's craving since dunno how many weeks ago. Hahaha. Bought 2 packs and made a deal to eat it only when we reach Kallang. Reached Kallang at 7.30,ate the japanese balls(sounds so wrong but yeah,BALLS.delicious BALLS.Yummy BALLS).
We entered via the premier entrance and my jaw dropped upon looking at the huge crowd already there waiting for the concert to start. We literally JOINED and ENTERED the crowd and pushed our way through to meet Vani and her cousin and her friend. Waited for half an hour for the concert to start. Had a freaking good time at the concert.Especially the part where everyone rocked to the beats of Happy Birthday,JUST THE GIRL,Catch Your Wave,Empty and JENNY. I'm happy to see that smile on your face that night.Especially when you get to see JOE kan! Hahaha.
After the concert,we headed to the carpark and decided to spend some time first before sending her home.Went to top up some petrol,get some DRINKS (it was super dehydrating) and headed to Sengkang. When it was 12.15am,time to go home. It took me only 15 minutes to drive from Sengkang to Bukit Panjang! Heh.Sent her up and made my way home. Took another 15 mins to get back home.Don't ask me how fast I went.Jumped straight to bed at exactly 1am.
It's currently the BEST outing we ever had.We'll have more of that next time aite? Insyallah one day,we'll have it again. Just you and me (:
"You're my first,you're my last and you're my BEST"