Why doesn't anyone wanna believe me?
Called up mom to tell her that I was having a serious headache and vomitted twice. Only to hear her nag at me to continue my day in school and not miss any lessons. Wanna wait till I lay unconcious in school then she'll take me to the doctor?
My projects in the school com got deleted away and I only managed to recover 80% of them. Here I am redo-ing the remaining and lecturer scolded me for delaying my submission. He didn't believe a single word I said.
I just can't handle all this stress.
Somebody just give me a gun.
Or maybe lay unconcious till I die is a good idea afterall.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
9:31 AM
1st NYP student caught drink driving today.
Hahahahaha~!
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
10:28 PM
There's just too many coincidences in our lives. Right,Iqah?
I can't bring myself to sleep tonight. I hope she's doing fine.Sleeping soundly after taking her medicine. I won't sleep till I hear good news from her..
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
2:54 AM
Charlie's Angels tak menjadi beb. Kurang satu member. Agaknyer siapa eh?
The 'stop-it' gang now has a new member. Welcome Wani! Hah! It was a super impromptu meetup. I tried my luck and msged them out of boredom. Wani arrived with her bro and Zuli arrived 30 mins later (stop it ah zul.hahahaha) I lied to Zuli that we'll only be having lunch within Hougang but decided to go Changi instead,telling her to wear slack. Well at least I can rejoice the fact that I wasn't the only slenger bacin wearing so slack to Changi. We had a lot for lunch. Nasi ayam penyet,bubur ayam,karipap,ice kacang durian and pineapple juice. After savouring all that food,we went for a walk at Changi beach park. Slacked under one of the pondoks(shelters),had a little chat,and I dozed off a little bit.
We then headed down to the new shopping mall in Downtown East. I don't know what the name of the mall is,but it's freaking boring. A lot of shops selling food but none are Halal. Hahahaha.
We then took 89 home.
You're being missed (:
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
9:34 AM
I'm down with a terrible back pain,but not as bad as few days ago. The injury came back when I was uploading the kayaks onto the lorry just now.Well I was stubborn to do heavy work but I have to settle the job,or no one else will.
And dear's having a terrible stomach ache for the third day today.I'm really worried for her.How I wish I could be there for her,but i'm just not fit enough right now. Well it's not our day then...
Happy 3 mths,Iqah. The pain we're struggling with now might be a blessing in disguise. Let's face it together with more strength and positive attitude k? ily.
Alright,I wanna rest now.
Damn my back hurts..
Help..
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
11:14 PM
I wonder what happened to the
LOVE that we shared among one another in those happy times.
I couldn't sleep at all last night. Kept tossing and turning in bed. Stupid backache. I've been overstressing myself lately. I'm advised to cut down on gym sessions and heavy chores. But housework is never an excuse. I still need to hang out and pull in the clothing bamboo poles, mop the floor,wipe the kitchen cabinets whenever I can so it'll be less of a burden to my mom. Thank you lots for bringing me to the foot reflexology place again to treat my backache. Uncle William was nice enough not to massage my upper body again. I don't want another round of hell,please. I screamed in pain when he pulled several nerves from my major toe. But I felt a huge sense of relief after that. The pain on my lower back subsided a bit. He reccomended some herbs as supplement to make the healing faster. Mom also treated me to chicken cutlet spaghetti and cheese fries at Mr Teh Tarik geylang serai.
Went back home,bathed,changed and went to school to join my classmates for the rest of my lessons. Felt sleepy the whole day today. I was so sleepy I went to the back of the LT and dozed off while covering my face with my notes.
A piece of good news. The MP has agreed to write me an appeal letter to the MHA. I hope it will get through and they'll reinvestigate the whole case.Insyallah.
And ANOTHER piece of good news!
Thank you Singtel. My friends have been bugging me to sell off the tickets at a high price so I can buy something expensive for myself.
But in my heart,i told them,going to The Click Five concert on 1st June with my honey is PRICELESS.
Feel like vomitting right now. Am I getting sick again?
Damn why does my immune system have to be so low again.
I'm yearning for that someone to just drop by and make me feel better again.
I want to have that same feeling again. The feeling of being free from all troubles.
Well that's all for now. Till then.
ku rindui belaianmu.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
9:36 PM
I just won a pair of tickets to watch THE CLICK FIVE live in concert on 1st June!Well luckily I checked my junk mail and chanced upon the Singtel email. It was sent on 2nd May and I opened it on 13 May which is TODAY. And redemption period ends on the 16th. Phew! Nonetheless,I'm still excited! Iqah,make urself free on the 1st ya?
Dear wasn't feeling too good last Sunday.So I detoured to Orchard Plaza to check out on her after her JC tuition.Well thank God my consoles went through and she was smiling thereafter. Well she made me smile too,you know.She fished out a bag of white chocolate almonds,gave it to me and said,"Your favourite,RIGHT?" Hehe. thanks for the chocs (:
Yesterday,my report regarding the lorry which got stuck in the side ditch along tampines expressway was featured on STOMP. Here's the link:
http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/viewContent.jsp?id=22871Nothing much to brag about,but I was kinda amazed by how efficient the STOMP editors are. I snapped the photo of the lorry randomly while driving with my dad. Only the next day afternoon in school,out of boredom,I decided to MMS it to Stomp together with a short report in my view. The editor called me up shortly after for details. By late afternoon the article's online! Kudos,STOMP.
I'm sorry people. SBT 9661 D will be out of town for the next 2 months. It will be serving its duties to my relative who plans to holiday up north for a while. Meanwhile I'll be driving its 150 horsepower twin! Do look out for its appearance on any of my future posts ya!
To Atikah:
I'm glad that u've realised my point in taking action to the conflict that u had. I really meant well and was so scared that u wld mistake me for siding with anyone. "
I tried my best and I have no regrets at all" - aik? macam pernah dengar je line tu? hehe.
Well friendship do has its ups and downs and i hope we'll together conquer the downs and look forward to the ups.
Upcoming event will be a full day outing on 1st June. The proposed events will be swimming at Jurong East and lunch at Al-Iman and are subject to change. Gang,do give me ur response and suggestions. As for me,if there's no swimming,we go watch MOVIE!
Bro,my weekday nights are getting boring...haish. Where are you,man?
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
10:00 PM
JJC Talentime 08
Met up with dear at t.pagar mrt at supposedly 3pm but she appeared at 3.30.Since we were both hungry,we headed down to Seah Im food centre for lunch/dinner. Wanted prata but there wasn't any! There're so many indian muslim stalls but none of them sells prata. So we decided on fish n chips,watermelon and soursop juice.
We slacked at vivocity amphitheatre till about 5.15 and took the train to Boon Lay. Reached at about 6 plus and met up with Nad. Took 179 to NTU auditorium and met up with Zimah and the rest. We almost got lost finding our way to the super huge audi,but we managed to follow the crowd and got in eventually.
The talentime went on as scheduled,it was like a mini S'pore Idol.I like the props they did using light sticks.U got that glow-in-the-dark feeling.The talents were surprisingly good that night. Especially that beatboxing duo who called themselves BASKET. Altho their appearence is somewhat like Sleeq,I still take my hats off to them for their talent in beatboxing.
We had a 30-min interval and that's where we all went out to take photos. Funny things happened here n there until it was time to go back in for the guest performances and results. After the show,we bought fries and coke and decided to make a move before it was too late at night. A north-east boy hanging around at Boon Lay at 10 plus at night. Heh!
I'm the reason why that group photo looks great
The journey back home was indeed hyper bcos Wani's around!
RRRRRAAAAAAAAAOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRR~!!!! (i know my version has slang)
She started snapping pictures on her own.
Till I took over and snapped until she ran out of poses.
She loves Adidas too
So that's about it.Reached home at 12.30am to find out that my mom's terribly sick.Sent her to the hospital for observation.The doctors there interviewed,took her ECG,chest X-RAY,blood sample, consultation,drug prescription and then home. The reason why we got back at 5 plus in the morning is bcos there was a lot of waiting time in between.
Anw.Happy Mothers' Day to all mamas!
Till then,
Fiq.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
9:37 PM
Thank You God for loving me...I appreciate the challenges that You've bestowed upon me...I won't disappoint You..I'll stay strong,Insyallah.Well I guess I've lost my best friend.
Where was she when I needed her badly?
Where was she when I sat down alone in the shadows,crying in pain?
It doesnt mean that when I'm attached,I've cast you aside.
Well wherever you are now,or what you're doing,take care,bestie.
It was nice sharing my life with you.
Oh stop it,Fiq.Things change.I know.But do people have to change too?
One by one the whole lot of us are drifting apart. Erms,so?
Fine,I'll have to learn to accept that harsh reality that we all no longer click.
We've all grown up,huh? We need our own spaces,our own freedom,our own separate ways.
So be it,then.
Oh wells.
Nonetheless I just can't freaking wait for TOMORROW!
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
11:42 PM
I haven't been feeling too well these few days.I tire out easily.Things in the gang haven't been getting any better.School is worse.Reports are driving me up the wall.Deadlines are really DEADlines.I threw my files at the wall.and all I need right now is your shoulder.imy lots,syg.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
11:52 PM
Mom saw my super long hair,pulled me and forced me to wear her hairclip! Random giler dok.
Cute right? I know. Standard uh.
UNTIL....
the barber raped my innocent hair.
HAH! No I ain't a matrep. I'm still that decent cute little mama's boy. Yea like real,Fiq.
I know Iqah's gonna go "Neh!" when she reads this.
"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"
7:39 PM