simple life.

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

IRONMAN is the new cool shit.

Can some kind soul watch it with me,pls?

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

11:06 PM

2 reports to hand in by FRIDAY.

ECG and Scalpel - 4 pages and 10 pages respectively. SYIOK ah.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

11:00 PM

Almost wanted to break down in the bus.

Felt a sharp sudden pain on my right arm,like big blunt needles poking thru my fibula.

Maybe its my old injury?

Maybe its ytd's violent tackle during soccer. I don't know lah.

Dad sending me for xray tml.

Veins popping,muscles forming.

Project Top Cruise revived.

4.4kg in 2 weeks. Go Fiq.

Kk mom's giving me an ice pack. typing with one hand is no joke.

bye.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

11:15 PM

Whatever I wanna do in life,i'll make sure I put in my best effort.

A good and happy family is all I ever wanted.

In this world,its true money makes it go round.

I was once a naughty kid,oblivious to reality and lived my life to my own needs and wishes.

Now,it's changed. I'm tied down to prepare myself for future responsibilities.

No more playing,Fiq.

Targets set,focus,and roll in the efforts.

Insyallah,i'll meet that target.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

8:59 PM

At the void deck

Caught changing in public! I've always wanted that Spongebob boxers Shawn was wearing! Hahahaha! Someone pls get me Superman boxers.

Played soccer today. Finally got to stretch my muscles. Met up with the rest at the street soccer court and played a friendly. Rested a while before continuing with some juggling at the void deck and practising free kicks at the field. We were super cracko and hyper today. We cracked lame jokes at one another and Shawn got sabo-ed by me,Ben and Hems. After that,went home and KO-ed. Hahaha.

I've never felt so empty just now.There's this unexplainable feeling inside me that I can't decipher. My past came back flashing in my sleep. I never wanted those times to ever repeat themselves.I was so scared. Too bad no one was there. It's just me in my room.

If only...nvm

I felt abit better after solat.Mama asked me to call and order Pizza for dinner. Yessa! The pizzas came and we ate. Much better than Pizza Hut,I must say. I recommend Rite Pizza!

I'm gonna be in SYF and NDP this year!

SYF - Polytechnic Marching Contingent
NDP-Ushering Duty

I miss footdrills.Time to polish up.

he needs a solitary drive. an escape to malaysia.

to be free from all his troubles.

200kmh.210kmh.220kmh.

he's down.he's down. dont bother,dont care.

he wants to sleep early tonight. selamat malam.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

6:58 PM

My huge condolences to dear's Jujuk who passed away this morning. Semoga rohnya dirahmati Allah dan diletakkan di Syurga,Insyallah..

Went to Ngee Ann to meet Mas Ud,Rushdan and his brother. Settled some stuff and had lunch with Steven at Al Azhar. The ice kacang rocked big time.Thanks Steven for the ice kacang treat! We waited till 4pm for Mas Ud to end class and we headed down to Jurong Point for some arcade action! Initial D that brought the 3 of us together since 2005. And how silly I thought I was when i realised I had actually spent almost 1K just on that racing game. I'm a natural born racer/Highway Patrol officer? Hm maaaaaaaaaybe. Hah!

Then we went home. Steven suggested 180,187 and 161. So we followed the plan and took the buses home. Went past Bangkit on 187(hehe) and the 161 reached Hougang at 9.30pm. Now I'm super shagged.

ily and imy. hope to meet u tml.

Jom let's rempat tu pompan. if she bothers us again.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

9:55 PM

FIQ & ZUL gang outing. Power gedabak.

Met up at AMK Big Mac Ctre and went straight to Ramen Ten for lunch. Both of us were freaking hungry and to make things worse,our ramens came LATE. Thank God my chocolate freez cooled me down. After lunch,went to AMK hub to look for Zul's covered shoes but couldn't find any. So we took 136 down to Kovan and finally she found a nice pair of vintage Kappas and i bought personalised handphone straps. Headed straight home and ko-ed after that.

I miss my Iqah.Lots. CHICKEN porridge and CHICKEN cutlet ramen didn't help.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:39 PM

Tagged by: Nur Syafiqah

1.At what age do you wish to marry?

26

2.How many children do you want?

4

3.What I want the most now?

Long lasting relationship with her + good grades + My Subaru WRX

4.What do you want to be when you grow up?

Police Coast Guard/TP Highway Patrol

5.If you can have 1 more dream to come true, what would it be?

Be more muscular and own my first WRX.

6.What are you afraid to lose now?

Her,My family,My gang.

7.Do you believe in being in love forever?

Definitely.

8.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?

Yup.

9.What would you do when you're feeling down and depressed?

I won't really show much.But I will be excessively be cracking jokes and get hyper and giggly all of a sudden to hide those shit away. Not everything is what it seems to be.

10.What are the requirements that you wish from other half?

Be more confident and has the never-give-up attitude

11.Which type of person do you hate most?

Someone who thinks the world revolves around him/her

12.Do you cherish every single of your friendship?

Of course.

13.Do you believe in god?

Yes.

14.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Her.

15.Do you find it a necessary for you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?

No.

16.What do you want your friend to be like?

Understanding and open.

17.What kind of friend do you hope to be in your friends' eyes?

Easy to talk to.

18.If you have a change, which part of your character would you like to change?

Be less selenger. (Iqah don't laugh lol)

19.If you're feeling low one day, who will you go to?

Mom,dad,or her.

20.Who will you trust more, your friends or your kins?

Kins. Blood is thicker than water.

Instructions:Remove 1 question from above, and add in your personal question to make it a total of 20 questions..Then tag 8 people in your links list them out at the end of the post.Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

-Liyana
-Zuli
-Bruce
-Siswand
-Hazwan
-Umairah
-Didie
-Eileen

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:00 AM

I'm really starting to regret being the mediator.

I wanted to make things better,but everything got worse.

It's seriously not easy trying to help you two solve your problems. And it's not only about you two, any decisions made will have an effect on the rest of us too. If both of you are still at loggerheads but one side has realised her mistakes and is ready to apologise,doesn't the other side think it's better to accept the apology and move on instead of dwelling on the past?

To the both of you,I know how each of you feel but whatever decison u make or what you do, think of others.I'm not pinpointing anyone,let this be a general word of advise.

I know that its not easy enduring each other's flaws but sometimes words unintentionally come out of you mouth but as a BFF,u shld be ready to apologise to the other party if she's realised n is ready to apologise,and the reason that she's your BFF seh.

And it's not cool when my own good friend whom i regard as my big brother starts accusing me of things i did not do.

FORGIVE & FORGET,will ya?

If not the gang will be named FIQ&ZUL gang.

BECAUSE ONLY THE BOTH OF US WILL BE LEFT BEHIND.

Aite?

So take a break and tell me how you feel. When you're better,of course.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

9:43 PM

Ok some fast updates on what's happened so far. Had SEG freshmen oritentation recently. The event was a blast.Altho tiring,it was worth it.We hope the freshies will remember their oritentation like I do for mine in 2006.

Next was Xinmin Sec Homecoming Day and our mini gang BBQ.Kinda controversial.Had issues here and there but we managed to get it up and going anyway. Had CHICKEN wings,CHICKEN satay,beef satay and CHICKEN franks.Atikah packed some agar-agar too.

And last but not least,

HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY DEAR!!

That photo was our first one taken on 18 Feb 2008.It's been two months and Insyallah,we'll be together forever. ILY,Iqah.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

9:41 PM

AV Crew for SEG Orientation 08 + marshall + class ME0809? 3 shits for the whole orientation. This is so DAMN cool. But jelly beans saved my temper.

WONKArawksmysocks.

Report at NYP by 7am tml. Dammit.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:52 PM

Went to watch the Singapore cat show with Zuli today.

We went to Expo Hall 4,paid admission and went in.I was damn excited to see the contestants' cats on display. A total of 140 pretty pretty cats,ranging from different breeds and sizes.Nothing much to blog,was too shocked by how handsome the males and and how pretty the females are. And their fur was super smooth and soft! OMG.

We went to the John Little sale after that. I had veggie crackers,coke light and oreo chocolate while waiting for her to shop.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

11:31 PM

God loves me.He loves me that much.He has given me a lot of tests and I'm struggling hard to pass them all.But I just can't handle all of them at one go.This has gotta be the point in my life where I should move one step further.To be more confident and to be nearer to Him.

I think that i'm not a good boyfriend.I guess i've not put in a lot of effort into this relationship.I love her a lot and I don't want to lose her.Maybe I should improve myself on this.

Insyallah,i'll be able to pull through and pass all these tests..all I need is some support and everything should be alright..i guess.

To those who just can't wait to attack me at this state,go ahead. So what if im weak, pathetic,useless and all the shit u wanna call me? I know and God knows it's all untrue. Go ahead and satisfy your inner desires.Once u're done,get the hell outta my life.If that's gonna make you feel better.

And I just can't hold back my tears at this moment.

All I want is for my life to resume as usual.I know I can do it.

Down and disappointed,
Fiq.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

11:15 PM