simple life.
Friday, November 30, 2007

Paralyzer - Finger Eleven

I hold on so nervously
To me and my drink
I wish it was cooling me
But so far, has not been good
It’s been shitty
And I feel awkward, as I should
This club has got to be
The most pretentious thing
Since I thought you and me
Well I am imagining
A dark lit place
Or your place or my place

Well I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

I hold out for one more drink
Before I think
I’m looking too desperately
But so far has not been fun
I should just stay home
If one thing really means one
This club will hopefully
Be closed in three weeks
That would be cool with me
Well I’m still imagining
A dark lit place
Or your place or my place

Well, I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

We’ll, I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

I’m not paralyzed
But, I seem to be struck by you
I want to make you move
Because you’re standing still
If your body matches
What your eyes can do
You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you

You’ll probably move right through
Me on my way to you





How's the song? Well at least it refreshes my blog for now. I finally realise that I should be doing things that please myself,not to please others. I find it useless. They'll probably dun appreciate it, right? So let me do what I want, dun care about me already.

Reason's simple. I forget those who forget me.


That's all for today, woohoo!

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:39 PM

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Had a lot of recollections these few days.Belive it or not, I miss my driving prac days.


I miss my instructor's Nissan Sunny.



I miss my 4E gang (chalet in 1 plus weeks woo!).



I also miss them.



I had a lot of fun with u guys. You were nice people. But due the recent events that have happened, knowing or unknowingly,i'm taking a step back. We don't click. We're still friends and yet, i'm sorry. Looking forward to see u guys during BBQ aite.


My new source of tranquility; A decent drive down the expressway, windows down, sentimental songs, 120km/h, eyes on the road of course.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:23 AM

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Being a driver is fun shit. Experienced aquaplaning for the first time.It was super heavy rain. TPE otw back to Sengkang. Lost some control of the car while going 90. I dunno whether it was me or the tires are worn out? Maybe the wet weather these days will really help me train to be better.

Nonetheless, i love my P plates!






So...








Will this be my first ride?

Hmm...











you've found a lover
you've also lost a friend

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

11:05 PM

Sunday, November 18, 2007

17 November 2007 is MY day. Want a recount of what happened?

7am - Woke up, had breakfast, had final advice from parents n received many well wished from friends.

9am - Stepped down bus 87 and walked towards CDDC to meet my instructor,Mr Yatim, for one final warm-up run before the big test. I was glad it went well.

10am - Mr Yatim briefed me about the test procedures, what is expected to do, and what's not.

10.05am - Went into the TP room where all the test candidates met the chief tester for the final briefing. Time to ballot for our tester and test route. I got route 5 and my tester was Mr Lim Eng Kiak.

10.15am - Mr Lim called up my name and I showed him the way to the car I was going to be tested in. He slotted in the "L - On Test" plate on the front n back brackets of the car before sitting in the passenger seat. I checked the mirrors n wore my seatbelt. As I started the engine, the tester briefed me again, and the test began.

Circuit:

Slope
Directional Change
Vertical Parking
Parallel Parking
Crank Course
'S' Course
He didn't test my E-Brake, i think he forgot, haha

On-Road:

I'd count myself really lucky to be given route 5. It's the shortest test route in CDDC. I completed it within 10 minutes. Drove back to the driving ctre, parked the car and followed him to the Testers' Office.

I was stunned when he took out my test sheet, it was completely blank. He started marking only when we entered the room.

He marked and signed the paper before handing it back to me.



Syukur Alhamdulilah, I passed with 4 demerit pts.

Went to tell the good news to everyone after that. After watching the road safety video n collecting my license, bought my P plates, slotted them in the dashboard of the car and told Hazwan, " Dude, i'm gonna drive this to Ang Mo Kio." So we drove to AMK for lunch and pool. I drove again to NYP to meet the SCL gang before driving the car back home. Finally no more worries about illegal driving. Heh.

Thanks to all who wished me all the best.
Thanks to Haz for accompanying me for my TP.
Thanks to Mr Yatim for guiding me throughout these 5 mths.
Thanks all.


And I'm happy.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:28 PM

Friday, November 16, 2007

ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY.

I'm going bonkers with all this anxiety shit. TRAFFIC POLICE, come test me.




dun talk to me, i'm dead

i finally know. you are my little miss-take

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:30 AM

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Super Import Nights pics - 10/11/07




Finally got my ass inside the Mitsubishi Evo 10!


Wanna learn DRIFTING?


Do I look good in a Civic?


1002BHP under the hood of that Skyline


Evo 9, Evo 10, and the Evo Freak in the centre


Priceless shot. Hotness!


SILENT babes (car audio tuning company)


Me and Iris

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

10:06 PM


Finally decided to go for my circuit revision.
Went to school late because of that. I have to sacrifice some of my lessons this week due to my revisions. 3 more days to the big day. But I still feel unprepared.


Ok all my 4E sayangs,chalet is confirmed 7 to 9 Dec at Island Resort,East Coast.
Meeting time: 7 Dec 7.30pm
Meeting place: Hougang Interchange

I'm glad that most of us are able to stay in. Left Asri and Babz to confirm.


This is a time where one is tested heavily, to accept reality,face it and move on. I'd be more than happy if someone walks up to me and gives me a big wake-up slap in my face. It's a time to realise that even your closest friend can stab you from the back. It's a time to realise you can be the last to know the most important things that's happening around you. It's a time to be no longer a mr nice guy.

It's a time to keep thinking that 12/11/07 was the fucking happiest day of my life.





All I want for my 19th bdae is a Mr Evil tshirt.


"Wallowing in despair is for weaklings. Causing despair is what I do best"

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:32 AM

Monday, November 12, 2007

Boredoom took over my mind in school today. Was practically not paying attention for the whole day. Thinkinng of things I shldn't be. I'll promise to get back on track soon.





Saw u in sch today. Youthful,chirpy and most importantly,happy. I'm happy too, you know.

BUT

Thanks a lot for choosing this critical moment to tell me the truth.
Now I have 5 days left to gather all my confidence...cos the most impt thing in my life now is my TP. Enuff said.


"The art of putting up an act.
As though everything's fine.

Let my evil side reign."

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

9:18 PM


All the best to the both of you.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

1:23 PM

Friday, November 09, 2007





Hmm, what happened ytd and today?

Went out with family. It's been ages since i accompanied my parents BELANJA PASAR. So we went to geylang market to stock up our monthly food supplies. We bought a lot of fish this time. And I don't like fish.

Played street soccer with Feez,Aqmal,Mufian,Hafiz Mok,Mubarak and Mufian's friend. I miss those times we all used to kick the ball together wearing our uniforms,always keeping a lookout for police on patrol. Well we lived it all back for a good one hr and a half.

Then, Babz and I went over to RK Eating House at Serangoon Gardens for our Musibats gathering. Finally the four of us got together again. Ate, slacked,and as usual, kept sakat-ing one another, kater musibats beb! Haha. I totally enjoyed myself ytd.


Today, went for my driving prac, committed some mistakes here and there, and I promise myself i'll never repeat them during my TP. I shall book 3 more lessons next week to prepare for the big day, Nov 17.

After prac, went for friday prayers and 2 hour lesson in school before going to SGDrifters Toa Payoh drift meet. Met up with a lot of other drifters, took some pics and videos together. Kelvin will be editing the final video,so stay tuned to my blog then. Some pics of the drift meet up there. Mine's the black and white Impreza WRX,the only one with lights.


P.S: KS, thanks for the gold rims. I love them!

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

9:23 PM

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

Let me share another nice song.


Ketahuan - Matta

Dari awal aku tak pernah,
percaya kata-kata mu
Karena ku hanya melihat,
semua dari paras mu
Terakhir kau bilang pada ku,
kau tak ‘kan pernah selingkuh
Tetapi ternyata diri mu,
bermain dibelakang ku

[Pre Chorus:]
Saat ku melihat mu,
kau sedang bermesraan dengan seorang,
yang ku kenal

[Chorus:]
O o, kamu ketahuan,
pacaran lagi,
dengan dirinya,
teman baik ku
(x2)

[Interlude]

[Pre Chorus] ~~ [Chorus]

Tapi tak mengapa,
aku tak heran,
kar’na diri mu,
cinta sesaat ku

Da da dam da da dam

[Female:]
O o, aku ketahuan,
pacaran lagi,
dengan dirinya,
teman baik ku
(x2)



School today was a bit unusual. All the guys wore black.


For?





A game of hide n seek.


We played from 2 to 3.45 pm at LTN1. It's quite silly to play this kinda game at such an age, but we found it fun anyway! Live your childhood once again!


Digimon in school anyone? Heh.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:53 AM

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

Came across this Arab Jackass video. Made me laugh a while.








The heart never lies,it doesn't deserve to be broken.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

1:47 AM

Sunday, November 04, 2007




Badminton-ed with Hazwan and Hafiz at 7.30am today. All late as usual, started playing at 8am. My racket string snapped at the end of the game, so i had to stop earlier. Went to have breakfast with Hazwan at Al-Falah before accompanying him buy his black keyboard and 4-port usb hub.

Reached home,wash-ed up and went to meet Zuli. Waited for like dunno how long for her to come down, haha. Went to wahyudin's open house. Met shang feng there too. Ate a bit and chatted with wahyudin till about 1 plus, me n zuli made a move.

Searched for a suitable gift for Aiman's 7th bday at Kiddy Palace. After quite some time of browsing, finally chose one cool toy. A remote control Subaru Impreza WRX. Haha. I hope he's happy with his new car. Reached wani's hse at 2.40pm. Had the celebration stuff here and there, joked arnd with wani's relatives Amri, Farhan, Lynn and the others. Had to go off at 6pm, so took LRT back home. Tired as hell.


Well tt's all for today.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

7:56 PM


Was digging through my old pictures and I found this...




Don't you all just MISS this once-so-cute little boy?



How I wish I can go through my sec 4 all over again.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

12:14 AM

Saturday, November 03, 2007

Went drifting just now at block 547, and took some pics of my sexy (as sexy as the owner) Subaru Impreza...










How's does my Impreza look at night? Some said it looks like the real one. One day, I will buy the real deal,Insyallah.


I seriously need to start jogging again. Will be continuing my weekly sat morning runs. Anyone interested to jog along with me, let me know. Will also be continuing my usual gym sessions, and get toned up, achieving the last 5% of my plan (remember project tom cruise?). Well altho i cant look like him now, I want to get a good toned up body. Hehe. My weekly badminton sessions with the rest of the gang has given me a good pair of arms. Next, I have to focus on my core muscles and train my laxes.

This is what I told my mom today which made her shock. This is so gonna make her worried abt my future. But nah, who says I dun wanna find one? Heh.

"Tak kahwin pun takpe mak, janji dapat bawak kereta impian!"


I will also be planning a joint kayaking expedition for all 2 star holders. Contact me for details if u r interested.


Ok then. That's all for now.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

9:18 PM

Friday, November 02, 2007


Khokulan made me a HOLY filet-o-fish. Basket.


The reason why the BME lab chairs are hole-ly. Meet our new class "CHAIRMAN" LOL!


Side window


Rear windscreen


Spent 2 hrs trying to figure out how to paste the stickers onto the civic. Finally pasted them all at 2am this morning.

Ok fine I have me 2B already n i havent declared to the whole world. I feel it's useless now. I want my class 3 instead. And get my first ride.

"Ilaa hilaastu lil Firdausi ahla, walaa aqwaa ‘alaa Naaril Jahiimi. Allah, fahablii taubatan waghfir dzunuubii, fainnaka Ghafirun dzambil ‘adziimi"

7:02 PM

ωΞιςοмЄ

"The difference between the impossible and the possible lies in determination."
the driver


Muhamad Syafiq Bin Ab Aziz.

29 January 1989.
Nanyang Polytechnic.
Biomedical Engineering.
Best Friend.


ipod


targets
Distinction in FYP
Subaru WRX 2.5
Ipod Nano 8GB
Flip Flops
New clothes
MONEY.
Enjoy my single life

skid marks

Bruce
Diana
Eileen
Erny
Hafiz
Herlyna
Louis
Razemin
Ryan
Sebastian
Shima
Steven C
Syafiqah
Terence
Umairah
Wahyudin
Zulianah
Xms Npcc
Xinmin Sec


memories


RED painted Heart