I hold on so nervously To me and my drink I wish it was cooling me But so far, has not been good It’s been shitty And I feel awkward, as I should This club has got to be The most pretentious thing Since I thought you and me Well I am imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place
Well I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you
I hold out for one more drink Before I think I’m looking too desperately But so far has not been fun I should just stay home If one thing really means one This club will hopefully Be closed in three weeks That would be cool with me Well I’m still imagining A dark lit place Or your place or my place
Well, I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you
We’ll, I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you
I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you
You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you
You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you
How's the song? Well at least it refreshes my blog for now. I finally realise that I should be doing things that please myself,not to please others. I find it useless. They'll probably dun appreciate it, right? So let me do what I want, dun care about me already.
Had a lot of recollections these few days.Belive it or not, I miss my driving prac days.
I miss my instructor's Nissan Sunny.
I miss my 4E gang (chalet in 1 plus weeks woo!).
I also miss them.
I had a lot of fun with u guys. You were nice people. But due the recent events that have happened, knowing or unknowingly,i'm taking a step back. We don't click. We're still friends and yet, i'm sorry. Looking forward to see u guys during BBQ aite.
My new source of tranquility; A decent drive down the expressway, windows down, sentimental songs, 120km/h, eyes on the road of course.
Being a driver is fun shit. Experienced aquaplaning for the first time.It was super heavy rain. TPE otw back to Sengkang. Lost some control of the car while going 90. I dunno whether it was me or the tires are worn out? Maybe the wet weather these days will really help me train to be better.
17 November 2007 is MY day. Want a recount of what happened?
7am - Woke up, had breakfast, had final advice from parents n received many well wished from friends.
9am - Stepped down bus 87 and walked towards CDDC to meet my instructor,Mr Yatim, for one final warm-up run before the big test. I was glad it went well.
10am - Mr Yatim briefed me about the test procedures, what is expected to do, and what's not.
10.05am - Went into the TP room where all the test candidates met the chief tester for the final briefing. Time to ballot for our tester and test route. I got route 5 and my tester was Mr Lim Eng Kiak.
10.15am - Mr Lim called up my name and I showed him the way to the car I was going to be tested in. He slotted in the "L - On Test" plate on the front n back brackets of the car before sitting in the passenger seat. I checked the mirrors n wore my seatbelt. As I started the engine, the tester briefed me again, and the test began.
Circuit:
Slope Directional Change Vertical Parking Parallel Parking Crank Course 'S' Course He didn't test my E-Brake, i think he forgot, haha
On-Road:
I'd count myself really lucky to be given route 5. It's the shortest test route in CDDC. I completed it within 10 minutes. Drove back to the driving ctre, parked the car and followed him to the Testers' Office.
I was stunned when he took out my test sheet, it was completely blank. He started marking only when we entered the room.
He marked and signed the paper before handing it back to me.
Syukur Alhamdulilah, I passed with 4 demerit pts.
Went to tell the good news to everyone after that. After watching the road safety video n collecting my license, bought my P plates, slotted them in the dashboard of the car and told Hazwan, " Dude, i'm gonna drive this to Ang Mo Kio." So we drove to AMK for lunch and pool. I drove again to NYP to meet the SCL gang before driving the car back home. Finally no more worries about illegal driving. Heh.
Thanks to all who wished me all the best. Thanks to Haz for accompanying me for my TP. Thanks to Mr Yatim for guiding me throughout these 5 mths. Thanks all.
ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY.
I'm going bonkers with all this anxiety shit. TRAFFIC POLICE, come test me.
Finally decided to go for my circuit revision. Went to school late because of that. I have to sacrifice some of my lessons this week due to my revisions. 3 more days to the big day. But I still feel unprepared.
Ok all my 4E sayangs,chalet is confirmed 7 to 9 Dec at Island Resort,East Coast. Meeting time: 7 Dec 7.30pm Meeting place: Hougang Interchange
I'm glad that most of us are able to stay in. Left Asri and Babz to confirm.
This is a time where one is tested heavily, to accept reality,face it and move on. I'd be more than happy if someone walks up to me and gives me a big wake-up slap in my face. It's a time to realise that even your closest friend can stab you from the back. It's a time to realise you can be the last to know the most important things that's happening around you. It's a time to be no longer a mr nice guy.
It's a time to keep thinking that 12/11/07 was the fucking happiest day of my life.
All I want for my 19th bdae is a Mr Evil tshirt.
"Wallowing in despair is for weaklings. Causing despair is what I do best"
Boredoom took over my mind in school today. Was practically not paying attention for the whole day. Thinkinng of things I shldn't be. I'll promise to get back on track soon.
Saw u in sch today. Youthful,chirpy and most importantly,happy. I'm happy too, you know.
BUT
Thanks a lot for choosing this critical moment to tell me the truth. Now I have 5 days left to gather all my confidence...cos the most impt thing in my life now is my TP. Enuff said.
"The art of putting up an act. As though everything's fine.
Went out with family. It's been ages since i accompanied my parents BELANJA PASAR. So we went to geylang market to stock up our monthly food supplies. We bought a lot of fish this time. And I don't like fish.
Played street soccer with Feez,Aqmal,Mufian,Hafiz Mok,Mubarak and Mufian's friend. I miss those times we all used to kick the ball together wearing our uniforms,always keeping a lookout for police on patrol. Well we lived it all back for a good one hr and a half.
Then, Babz and I went over to RK Eating House at Serangoon Gardens for our Musibats gathering. Finally the four of us got together again. Ate, slacked,and as usual, kept sakat-ing one another, kater musibats beb! Haha. I totally enjoyed myself ytd.
Today, went for my driving prac, committed some mistakes here and there, and I promise myself i'll never repeat them during my TP. I shall book 3 more lessons next week to prepare for the big day, Nov 17.
After prac, went for friday prayers and 2 hour lesson in school before going to SGDrifters Toa Payoh drift meet. Met up with a lot of other drifters, took some pics and videos together. Kelvin will be editing the final video,so stay tuned to my blog then. Some pics of the drift meet up there. Mine's the black and white Impreza WRX,the only one with lights.
Dari awal aku tak pernah, percaya kata-kata mu Karena ku hanya melihat, semua dari paras mu Terakhir kau bilang pada ku, kau tak ‘kan pernah selingkuh Tetapi ternyata diri mu, bermain dibelakang ku
[Pre Chorus:] Saat ku melihat mu, kau sedang bermesraan dengan seorang, yang ku kenal
[Chorus:] O o, kamu ketahuan, pacaran lagi, dengan dirinya, teman baik ku (x2)
[Interlude]
[Pre Chorus] ~~ [Chorus]
Tapi tak mengapa, aku tak heran, kar’na diri mu, cinta sesaat ku
Da da dam da da dam
[Female:] O o, aku ketahuan, pacaran lagi, dengan dirinya, teman baik ku (x2)
School today was a bit unusual. All the guys wore black.
For?
A game of hide n seek.
We played from 2 to 3.45 pm at LTN1. It's quite silly to play this kinda game at such an age, but we found it fun anyway! Live your childhood once again!
Badminton-ed with Hazwan and Hafiz at 7.30am today. All late as usual, started playing at 8am. My racket string snapped at the end of the game, so i had to stop earlier. Went to have breakfast with Hazwan at Al-Falah before accompanying him buy his black keyboard and 4-port usb hub.
Reached home,wash-ed up and went to meet Zuli. Waited for like dunno how long for her to come down, haha. Went to wahyudin's open house. Met shang feng there too. Ate a bit and chatted with wahyudin till about 1 plus, me n zuli made a move.
Searched for a suitable gift for Aiman's 7th bday at Kiddy Palace. After quite some time of browsing, finally chose one cool toy. A remote control Subaru Impreza WRX. Haha. I hope he's happy with his new car. Reached wani's hse at 2.40pm. Had the celebration stuff here and there, joked arnd with wani's relatives Amri, Farhan, Lynn and the others. Had to go off at 6pm, so took LRT back home. Tired as hell.
Went drifting just now at block 547, and took some pics of my sexy (as sexy as the owner) Subaru Impreza...
How's does my Impreza look at night? Some said it looks like the real one. One day, I will buy the real deal,Insyallah.
I seriously need to start jogging again. Will be continuing my weekly sat morning runs. Anyone interested to jog along with me, let me know. Will also be continuing my usual gym sessions, and get toned up, achieving the last 5% of my plan (remember project tom cruise?). Well altho i cant look like him now, I want to get a good toned up body. Hehe. My weekly badminton sessions with the rest of the gang has given me a good pair of arms. Next, I have to focus on my core muscles and train my laxes.
This is what I told my mom today which made her shock. This is so gonna make her worried abt my future. But nah, who says I dun wanna find one? Heh.
"Tak kahwin pun takpe mak, janji dapat bawak kereta impian!"
I will also be planning a joint kayaking expedition for all 2 star holders. Contact me for details if u r interested.